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♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 10:33 PM
`chopin he been with me for 6 years. today he went missing and all i could do is cry at work, thinking of him and not doing anything producive. i wan him i dun wan anyone else. he my dog he there for me up and down i dun wan him to go missing i dun wan i wan him to be in the house barking away i wan him i cant life without him i dunno wad to do expect cry and cry he better than any of my stead i love him, chopin i thinking of things going on in the r/s does he like me? wad am i to him? ignoring me feel tat friend more impt feel tat friend is much better than stead for friend do many things for stead do nth i cried for him many times till the extend i felt its not worth it to cry for him who is he for me to cry so many time for? he doesnt cherish who am i still wan me to change into his ideal gf IF U WAN ME TO CHANGE PLS JOLLY WELL GO FIND ANOTHER STEAD if u cant accept who am i den find another one his cousin enrolment his there to acc him my enrolment, he said tat he nid to do alot of things, cut hair, photocopy things and also go ou with friends if friend is so much impt to u, why stead? all u care is about GAMING, FRIENDS, LAPTOP first thing u said about was, eh ur laptop got blackout hor? den blah blah blah den scar ehis one also got prob wen my laptop got prob, he said tat i make a hole out of a mountain even after i said, i dun feel like talking cause i wan to cry he didnt even sms or call me to ask why wad am i to u? u tell me u tell me i hate it i hate it  ♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 10:37 PM
`sad case today aint interesting. jus sad tat tuesday ying cant make it but we are meeting on the 2nd to shop shop 3rd to do our hair den continue to shop. pro ma? haha anyway stop here le. byeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥ Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 6:25 PM
`happy today was actually going to meet dear but he told me tat he no money cnat he know there sth call window shopping? its like damn weird lor haha. but nvm. used to it his excuses all this den its like meifen jie jie also find it quite ridiculous. haha hao sian. and was about to sms ying she sms me asking me wan to go parkway to shop and i agree! haha is like so shuang ok. with 100 dollar in hand. i go to pp hm... den went to the dunno wad shop to buy one black t. is like i try alot of shirt den i finally decide to buy the black one which is 24.60. yar. den go to dorothy perkins to buy 3 tops which is 45 dollars.den i also buy a eye brow pencil which is 11.90. den got 2dollar is i take out from my wallet. so left with around 20 bucks.(which i round down) yar. haha. so must keep away the 20bucks or else i sure spend it de anyway i going on another shopping spree with ying on tuesday and also go cut hair on the 3/4 yar. ahha den going on a camp on the 5/4 and will be back on the 6/4 haha. so will be updating soon. yar. haha. stop here le. i enjoy going out with ying ♥ Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 9:30 PM
`ok le? after crying and quarrelling with him, we met den we go out together yar. den everything ok lor ya. den its seem like things i cause it to happen tats why we quarrel ba? or i get mad. normally is i get mad den he down there keep quiet. den me down there scold scold scold yar hah. den after i chill down everything went back to normal. yar anyway i thinking my laptop space isit 250gb or 150gb. hm.. maybe becuase we also got the window vista ba. tats why got 150gb for both ba? dunno haha. anyway i feel better le sorri yvonne and angel make u all worry with me yar. sorri and maybe i should relaly look things at a different perceptive of live lor den i should feel better yar. haha ok la stop here byeeee ♥ @ 2:42 PM
`idiot xxxxxxxxxxx i wanted to meet him so much. just for him i dun go to my mother shop to help out wanted to meet him today was happily and even changed my clothes. and wad he told me? " can we meet another day? cause its raining cat and dogs and i wan to check my laptop." wad did he treat me as? he can jus check his laptop in the evening? or wen he go back home and now wad does he treat me? to him maybe i jus a nothing to him mayeb i dun mean anything to him to him maybe i jus a piece of shit maybe gaming is impt to him maybe laptop is impt to him but me? jus a piece of shit i waited for his calls and always say he not free or else sth else wad am i to u? i been asking myself for millions of time this qn again and again yet i consol myself and say maybe u are very busy all this yet many ppl encourage to breakup with u but i refuses and reason is i believe is my point of view and wanted to change myself but why cant u accept who am i like how i accept who are u? u keep saying my flaws say i bad temper say i very rough say i very tom boy den somemore say gf should be caring, sweet, and gentle wad did i say about u? i say u always put friend and other things in the first place and tats the fact u prove me rite for friends u can even end our date earlier for friends u can jus find them wen they jio u out on tat day for friend u could do almost anything i bet with u later u sure going out with ur friend since ur friend is far more impt why have a stead for? to show off? to have a companion? or jus to have pleasure with? i tired of giving in everything le. i very tired le. can anyone tell me wad to do? ♥ @ 9:28 AM
`happy ok. its been quite a long time since i update. anyway i wanted to say i so damn happy tat enrolment is DONE ok is damn happy ok i got the sp student card i look damn yucky cause i dun like the person who take a pic of me. and it was in the public. -.- den i kind of ok ba? i got my new lappy--- aspire4920 yar haha anyway i put my favourite baby photo as my deesktop. hm... it look kind of cute of course la its me leh. -.- anyway i so bored. i wan to buy the lappy pouch and external cooling fan and i must also stick my sticker(with my name) on my lappy ho ho ho ok the reason is TOO MANY PPL PURCHASE THE ASPIRE ok. ok done writing shall stop here. update the rest later? hm... lets see. byeeee ♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008 @ 2:48 PM
`boo! ok after a very long period of time den i update my blog abit very sian la. cause not many ppl come and see my blog so is like sian lor anyway shall update about sth which happened to me as u all know i have my piano exam on the 29 of feb. i was nervous and i did badly for my exam. ok . not the resutl but the way i present to the examiner. like very bad la. den its very sad lor. i walk walk den i cannot take it den run to the nearest toilet and cry. i wanted to call someone but i dunno call who. den i suddenly rmb the one who is there for me wen wenhao breakup with me tat period tat is my jie jie. i called him and he jus keep finding ways to make me smile cause he dun really like me to cry la. yar. den i dun wish to find my stead cause he is working den i dun wan to disturb him. yar. and somemore i dunno wad he will do. ok theres nth he will do la. and i didnt tell him my exam finish le. so its like my fault for not telling him la. after my jie jie cheer me up den i ok le. i tot i am ok with it le. but the very next day i go out with my stead den everything was going on fine but soon i started to blame him for everything. den i whack him den he say tat i am very rough den i dun hold his hand. and practically jus like tat dun hold hand till we reach eunos. but on the train got one stranger she step on my feet. den i trying to hold back my tears. which was quite successful. den some idiot step on my slipper without saying sorri to me. den i sit down accompany him to wait for his train den i started to cry lor. den he jus pulled me to one corner den i cry out loud lor. yar. haha. den i started to realise how fortunate am i to have him as my stead. i jus dunno why this few days i keep seeing his flaws and keep blaming him den its like i thinking why i jus cant accept his flaws jus like how he accept my flaws. so i learn to accept other ppl flaws so tat i wun make life so miserable for myself. yar. haha another thing i wan to talk about is angel chalet. i dunno whether i should type it out or not but i jus dun care so much la. yar. haha tat day me and yvonne go out to watch the leaps years. ok the MOVIE is great. wonderful terrific. den its quite nice. yar den after tat we head to the chalet. haha. den at first we were so bored tat we go to the beach and sat there for 1 hour. den went back to the chalet. den we sitted in the room to watch the tv. and soon angel started to crazy cause she drink the dunno wad thing. den angel stead say tat if she get crazy i sure slap her. i was thinking why. den i realise tat is because to prevent her from doing sth dangerous. haha. den i think angel heard about it den started to scold her bf. den both of them fight lor. den as i tot everything was going to be peaceful again, PIANG. wah lao i damn scare le lor.den angel started to scream. den blah blah blah. den the whole thing even get the security guard to come lor. den she got blood on her shirt. she cry den me and yvonne pull her into the room and she started to complain alot. anyway to cut things short. angel if u are feeling stress or sad must find me. ok? i will always be there for u and to help u. i know to maintain a r/s is not easy as abc. so i will help u and guide u. hao ma? angel dun be scare to disturb me cause i am ur friend. ok? love u. byeeeeeeeeeeeee |
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