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♥ Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 12:30 AM
`some tots
wen angel come and talk to me and ask me about the chalet
i say i dunno
cause i was tied down with, piano, ndp, viola, tutoring, studies
den she come and talk to me about she and min
ok GAL get this into ur brain
if u onli think of now i neglecting u, think twice. i admit we are drifting apart. yet u make COMPARISION btwn me and min. this totally make me super dissappointed. i find no point in talking reason with u. friend are not meant to be compared. friend are there for u at ur down and maybe up. rmb ur last chalet. where was min and where was i? different ppl have different ways of treating their friend. and sad to say i am those who were there for friend during the down and not the up. WHO was the one who calm u down? WHO was the one to talk senses in u? WHO was the one who cheer u up? and if u are going to compare our friendship via sms i got nth to say. from very long time ago u know i dun sms much. and now u are bringing it up. i got totally nth to say. if u judge ur friendship via sms and pei u go home and take initiative to sms u, i starting to doubt our friendship le. i really do. cause u onli wan the now and not wad we went through. if u wan to quarrel with me or anything save ur energy. i not interested to quarrel with someone who treat MY FRIENDSHIP lightly and doing STUPID comparision and not understanding why am i doing so.
if after reading this post and u wan to reason out with me, den forget it. i not interested. cause u will be tlaking the same things again. so save ur energy on me. u wan to know wad truly friends mean? take eg, me and weiying
from young we get to know each other. we didnt hit off very well but we still get to know each other. we quarrel, cried and was happy together esp pri 6.. it was tat time wen most of the ppl dun really like her yet i still be friend with her. i brought her into our class. make everyone not to have the bad impresison of her. she a great gal pal i could everr find. she was there for me up n down. until sec sch, i admit we drited apart and even backstab each other but we still as friend concern and care for each other. i always read her blog frequently to see how she is doing and if she face any problem, i will go and find her immediately. sec 4 after o. we go out more frequently and she help me with my shopping with my lowest budget. she talk wad she felt. although we seldom talk now due to diff poly but wen she feeling down i go tlak to her and ask her. and i feeling down she come talk to me. and she know my way of doing things.. we never compared our friends. as i know everyone of us are unique.
so gal. not tat i wan to compare but truly i WAN U TO KNOW THE MEANING OF TRUE FRIEND. and NOT TO COMPARE. wad i feel like saying end here. byeee
♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 8:29 AM
`sian sian sian
i today no peee lesson.
den tat means i got free time from 3 - 5. zzzzzzzz
sian sian sian
den today got lab test more sian
super sian lor. GOT LAB TEST
sian....
and this time e labtest i not very sure. zzzzzzzz
really wan to cry le. sob sob
sian sian.
yesterday i bought a sliming cream
can feel the burning feeling
omggg. damn shuang
haha. hopefully i really slim down yar. haha.
now is 33,27,33.
big tigh is 21,16
arm is 9
so i must slim down
ROAR. jia you! u can do it!!!
haha. ok la stop here. later den update. byeee
♥ Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 9:35 PM
`i saw sth meaningful
i saw sth very true at some blog. yar.
it start off with this :
"Lots of people see the flaws in a relationship and their partner after a period of some months.. then they start to feel the relationship ain't right.. and slowly, everything doesn't seem right.. and breaks up eventually.
For me, I personally feel that honey's many flaws that I see makes Loving her Easier. Yes. Because you know so exactly when do you have to compromise and when do you have to lend her a hand to catch her when she fall.
The flaws of the relationship - Yes, its damaging at times and its emotionally draining most of the time but come'on.. you guys pledged to be together and thus if you're matured enuff, you'll know all the love doesn't come easy.
The flaws of a relationship actually strengthens us. Because we pledged to hold on together and resolve everything hand in hand and WE DO THAT. Many people pledged to do so but Never even talk about any flaws in it but just Avoid.. No, we didn't pledge to avoid yea? :)"
end of the meaningful part
maybe is really resovling flaws will help to strengthen the r/s
but no idea. haha
cause all this while i have been avoiding the flaws and trying to deceived myself. yar
so i must really come the reality and solve problem. cause the more u avoid the more it keep haunting u. yar haha
tats wad i truly believe.
now i waiting for my father to come out den i can bathe. zzzz
ok la. stop here. byeeeeeeeeee
♥ @ 1:07 PM
`starting to exit my holiday mood
going to poly like going to holidya
but soon all the test, presentation is slowly piling up
and it starting to get me out of my holiday mood
must relaly pia like siao le
for my TST1
sian...
so going out to study until like siao zha bor.
haha.
i must attain at least 3.8points
i trust myself and i can do it one. yar
haha.
so i must JIA YOU!
and also must do one stuff for ah bin. as i promise him
if he get all a for his sub
den i handmake sth for him
was thinking wad to do for him. yar
haha.
den if i do well for my first sem test, he will get a nitendo ds for me provided i get all A
which is zzzzzzzz
so must JIA YOU!
going to get my balls shirt le. yeah!!!!!!!!
and also angel and devil shirt le.
YEAH!
ok
yar.
stop here. haha
byeeeeeee
♥ @ 11:51 AM
`conflict solve?
i dunno whether the conflic is solved or not. yat. haha.
i now super hungry
wanting to bite ppl
eat them up
wooooo lala
tien shen ask me to join his sp graduation ceremony
which is like my lesson
den join for wad
yar. haha.
tienshen is one of my net fren e fren
dun really like him cause he got attitude problem. yar
haha. he tried to be with me but i rejected
cause i dun like his attitude
his temper and averything
ok la. sotp here. byeeee
♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 11:04 AM
`i change my blogskin
there a reason why i change my blogskins.
i felt this picture above suits me alot
i really need to rest
i belong to the darkness
all i wan is to be alone and think through
and i kind of like this blogskins
yar.
ok la. stop here.
i shall strengthen my faith
and go out with my peers more often
and FRIEND is the one relaly there for me in my darkest moment
esp one of my frined
who is there for me 10years
our 10years of friendship will be there.
she is unique and special to me
i will cherish her more.
muackx.
love ya
ok end here byeeee
♥ Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 7:50 PM
`random
i finally understand the saying of promise are meant to be broken
and i totally understand it
is like zzzzzzzzzz la
forget it
i super moody now.
dun feel like tlaking. byeeee
♥ @ 12:46 PM
`something which i wan to share
yesterday i jus happen to sit in front of the tv and watch the charity show for the si chuan
and i saw one story
which is
the mother use her body to save her baby life
and in her baby towel,
she put her hp in the towel
with the message as followed
" my baby ,
if u are still alive,
i want to tell u tat i will love u forever."
its very touching la.
den i cried la.
is like very touching
all mother will scarifice her life for her own child
i agree with it totally
but for guys, no guys will scarifice his life for his love one unless he truly love her to the max.
yar.
i saw this msg,
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
why isit people tend to regret after losing it
i pity for those children who died in the si chuan earthquakes
and feel sad for their parents
they must be feeling very sad, within one day they lost maybe 1 maybe 2 or maybe all their treasure which they have taken care for a very long time
china will soon face a problems in the populations
as there is more children and elderly and not much of the middle age
i forgotten wad is that population crisis called.
forgotten
ok la.
when someone asked me wad is love, i really dunno how to answer this Qn
i have been finding the answer for a very long time
i really dunno wad to say lor
its like love? wad love?
go out walk on the street hold hand hug hug watch movie
and still go wad?
i dunno wad to say. haix. ok la. stop here. byeeeeee
♥ @ 7:57 AM
`i alright now
HEY PEEPS. i alrite now. yar. haha.
i really alright now. yar.
dun worry kaes?
love u guys.
about the last post, it was my dad and ah bin whom i refering to
the ah bin is regarding whether he still wan to wait for me 3 years after my poly years
the my dad he forbid me to go to sp dance yar. haha. so i kind of moody lor. yar. haha sorri peeps.
i now very bored. yawn
ok la. i reach sch very early like 745 wen my lesson is 830
so i kind of can slack at the t15
yar. haha
xiaozhao reach very early lor. shocking wor. haha
got pics of the SHE but not very nice
is taken on friday where we go to town
to eat chicken rice
and we also go to zara, fox, topshop, wisma den far east
i bought my first ever bikini
for 29 bucks. its like zzzzz
yar. i know cheap la
but cant blame la.
dun have the money to buy those ex ex e
yar. haha
den the bikini is in strips colourful one
ok why am i describing my bikini?
i haven wore it yet
but hopefully can wear it
yar haha
now its raining!
is like FINALLY LA! after months of HOT HOT weather
yar. haha
stp here. byeeee
♥ Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 8:23 AM
`i really dunno wad to do
sometime i dunno wad had gone wrong
maybe is my attitude
maybe is the way i talk to ppl
i cried the entire of last nite
if giving up is ur choice, den i will respect ur whole entire decision
but if u still wan to continue i will also respect ur deicision
cuase it is u who wan to think
the decision lies in ur hand and not mine
ask u wad ur decision this morning and u say ask for my decision
is like i dunno wad u wan.
firstly is u say u wan to think over it and come to a decision
den end up this morning u tell me to come to a decision
its really very contradiciting
yesterday i cried in class
is not because ppl bullied me but more of my dad he refuses to let me go for sp dance club
i cried
cuase dance is my passion and he dun let me go
is like ripping my passion off my whole body
he say it will corrupt me, will change my whole life
den i cried in class
cried ok really cry
den i send very mean sms to ppl
haix
i dunno la
maybe this resulted why he wanted to give up ba
i dunno wad to say le, take care byeeeeee
♥ Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 10:25 PM
`i going to make my time pack pack
today go to sch. math lesson
bored.
den peee pract
den de lecturere
den go home
stomach pain pain
but nvm haha
den after i slept for awhile
which i suppose to meet ah bin cause he buy food for me, den i fall asleep
damn ps la.
den he waited for 45 mins. den i was like zzzz
faster go down and find him
den eat togehter with him
den go home. he attempted to carry me home but fail cause i keep struggling. haha
yeah!!!
there sth i had in mind
i wan to join string ensemble
but i scare their training shedule is not with mine
so see how first ba. hha
tml go check it out with joniece(she acc me go ok) she such a sweet gal ^^
muackies to her ^^
haha. ok la stop here. byeeee
♥ Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 10:31 PM
`today
today i overslept. suppose to go to sp at 9 den study till 3
but end up i overslept till 9+
den i go meet ah bin at 11 at outram park mrt, but i was late.
den we go to sp t15 to study
den study till my butt numb.
den i read my notes(which i rewrite)
i felt so happy
so satisfied. yar
haha. den i go and eat mac with ah bin.
den he acc me home.
he keep squeezing my face e pimples la. zzzzzzzzz
nvm. haha. ok la. after tat i reach home to dance
dance was NICE
but not as nice as kot
i decided to go back to kot le ba?
i had no idea. yar haha
den slack in my room.
den going off le. byeeeeee
♥ Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 11:39 AM
`bored
lalal. its like i keep updating about my life more recently
haha.haha
yesterday had my ndp trainig den ah bin came to pei me go home after ndp training
den eat sth
dunno why recently i so hungry.
maybe i use too much of energy ba
and i was sabo to be the counter... tat why need more energy
haha
sian sian
how much i wish the time would stop.
let me enjoy every single second i have.
isit true tat people will regret after losing the things tat is impt to them?
i had no idea. zzzzzzzz/
ok shall stop here. byeee
♥ Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 11:28 PM
`today
today do alot of exercise la. sweat damn lot.
damn sian. today presentation i damn nervous la
den after tat i go meet ah bin
he was early
and hence he smoke zzzzzz.
but nvm la. use to it le.
den we go do workout together
sweat alot. den rest rest lor. haha
den go long john eat den go home
i keeping all the hearts he fold for me. yar. haha.
dunno. jus like to keep stuff. yar. haha. stop ehre. bye
♥ Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 12:48 PM
`scary
♥ Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 9:31 PM
`wadever
tot we say hao not to keep any secret from each other?
why everytime u sian sian is i had to find it out from u
today u sian sian and u keep it from me
and u didnt even tell me
since u like this, i shall follow u.
i shall keep everything to myself.
i am super pissed off.
if u dun tell me how am i going to change myself?
I SHALL BE BACK TO MY OLD SELF,
KEEP EVERY SINGLE THING TO MYSELF
wad am i to u?
u sian den i wad.
forget it
bye
super pissed off
♥ @ 3:39 PM
`lalala
cant believe wad am i doing nw.
my tamagotchi evolve to one character whch i long it will turn to. yar. haha. sian sian.
den my programming i got full mark for the labtest
so cool.
but cher say its easy one so cant be happy
so sian sian
den i pay for the calculator le.
27 bucks for the hoodie
i am BROKE. zzzzzzzzzz.
and somemore nid to slowly pay back ah bin the prepaid card money.
zzzzzzzzz.
I AM BROKE. must save money le. zzzzzz
sian sian. i bored. yawn. later update again
going to see doc later. zzzzzzzzzz
♥ Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 11:32 AM
`ytd at wild wild wet
wen i wake up tat time ytd, i saw the cloudy sky
scare tat it will rain. yar.
but i still change into my swim suit and my clothes at the outside
den meet ah bin at my house void deck
den we go to wild wild wet togehter
den b4 we go in, we had our so called breakfast and lunch
i onli eat tou shuan. yar. den he eat pig organ soup
den we go into wild wild wet
at first i dun feel like playing at all.
den he pull me into the shiok river den to the dunno wad tat "exciting" game is
he ask me which one i wan, the slide one or the u shaped one.
i saw the u shaped one not tat scary den i say the u shaped one
BUT I WAS TOTALLY WRONG MAN
i sit on it. den tot it will nt be tat scary
den down we go!
OMG. the feeling is like
I GOING TO FLY OUT LE
den i dun dare to open up my eyes.
den ah bin say i like gek sai
den i keep hitting him
is like DAMN SCARY LA
zzzzzzzz
den i damn scare.. zzzzzzzz
den after tat we go shoik river again
den tsunami
den spa
den slide
slide is like not tat scary lor
ok lor den try another one
yar. haha
den tsunami den i having headache
ah bin help me massage my head
den i say go shiok river one last time den go home le
den he say ok lor
den is damn shiok wen ppl help u massage ur head. haha
den ok lor go bathe
den go eat chicken rice.
the rice damn nice lor zzz
chicken not hot e....
den i play his psp den after tat
go walk walk
den i go home take my stuff for ndp
den go ndp
den go hom ^^
ok la stop here. byeeee
♥ Friday, May 9, 2008 @ 12:12 AM
`today
bring to sch 2 idiot flag.
zzzz
labtest was quite ok. yar manage to get the answer.
den after tat go find ah bin! to study.
he bring me to boonlay
i happily go to second floor and also to kiddy palace
den i point to the tamagotchi
den he say tats ur present
den i was like zzzzzz
why i so dumb. zzzzzzzzz
den nvm lor. quite happy playing la. haha
thank ^^
its the tamagotchi with STAR entaner.
show u all
den we go kfc eat. zz
i keep eatting fast food now adays. super sian. yawn.
i must stop my unhealthy diet. and EAT HEALTHY!
sian, den he fold a small rose tissue for me haha.
nice ma? haha
den after tat i go for ndp and he help me take my laptop
den is like he waited for me 3 hours at yewtee alone. haha
*Touched*
haha. ok la.
den he acc me home.
buy strawberry milk
den go home ^^
tml have to go to sch..
shall stop here. byeee
♥ Monday, May 5, 2008 @ 10:30 PM
`today
as u all see wad i keep doing in sch today is keep updating my blog
haha
shall write after sch
i went to find ah bin.
den at first sian sian den i also sian sian
den go pet safari
saw all those puppies reminded me of chopin den i run out of the place and rush into toilet and cry cry cry
cause i really miss chopin alot
den go back to find ah bin.
he tried to cheer me up
den i cry again. yar haha
cause chopin is relaly the one stay with me for the longest period
den after tat ok le. yar.
den walk around eat carls junior
den walk walk rest yar. haha
ok la
stop here.
i not crying because u sian sian u didnt make me cry
is i miss my chopin and i cant get over it. haix. ok la stop here.
♥ @ 3:46 PM
`first one
i am the first one to complete my programming lab test sample 1. weeeeeee
haha. lalala den i can slack hohohoho
damn shuang la....
some moron is playing the smack that song haha
den i damn relax le haha
damn happy lor... zzzz
hopefull thursday lab test will be a sucessful one yar
so i must do more of programming stuff le
zzzz
must revise the damn lot things and also nid to write pee notes and de notes and math tutorial
zzzzzzzz
faint
somemore TCS got assignments
sian zzzzzzzzzzzz
FAINT. must pia le
zzzzz
cannot slack le
manage to borrow C++ book from UNcle Cement. haha
he also in eee but in ntu. haha
ok la stop here. byeeeeeeee
♥ @ 12:33 PM
`lala
i should be studying in mob but end up i am slacking in mob
yar haha den i even take a pic of myself yar haha
sian... its cold in mob...
the rest of the guy classmate is playing lan
onli 3 were slacking. yar. haha wait arh show u all the piccc
i bored its like zzzzzzz la. den i am emoing alone. zzzzzzz
haha. ok la. stop here.
i relaly very bored. sian
thursday got lab test on c++
anyone CARE TO TEACH ME?!?!!
haha ok la stop here. byeeeee
♥ Saturday, May 3, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
`ytd and today
 this one is ah bin fold for me ytd at mac. yup, it tissue so not tat obvious yup. today went out with ah bin. meet at 11. den headed to suntec. den we watch dance of the dragon KNS IS DAMN ZZZZ so not meaningful and the dance sux. not nice. den go to marina square to shopp bought da jie and mummy present. yup den bought 6 earrings and 1 ring at 20 bucks. got one free earring given zzz  all this is the one i bough except the redcolour star. it was the free gift. is damn yucky lor. who wan? i sell them 1 bucks. zzzz LOL.
 this one is the roses earing. hoho. alot of roses rite? is 3 pair of roses and one big rose ring. its purple is gay i know but its NICE. and CHIO k....ya lor. haha unable to find the topshop one so jus buy this one its equally nice yar and cheaper too=X haha
 bought a new waterbottle. is not i pay for it is ah bin pay for it. he jus push the money to me and refuse to let me take my bag. cause he helping me to take my bag. so is so called his first gift to me. ^^
yup. haha den after i done shopping, we go sakae sushi and eat 51.20 zzzzzzzz. i rather go eat the buffet but nvm haha. den after tat pei him go home change clothes cause he wan to go his ah ma house. den i shitted at his house while waiting. den go home wrap the presents and also update my blog. DUH~~~~ ok la stop here. shall end off with a pic of my finger with the ring. haha.
♥ Friday, May 2, 2008 @ 10:32 PM
`lalal
today at first is very moody
den slowly happy again =)
i love the happy times.
it jus happy lor. and carefree. yar haha
SIAN
ENZEMA IS KILLING ME
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i know i very drama yar
haha ok la
stop here byeeee
♥ Thursday, May 1, 2008 @ 5:35 PM
`ndp training
ytd ndp training like no kick la
yar haha
den ahbin come and find me den pei me go home
b4 i go home i eat egg and cheese sandwich and hl chocolate marigold milk
den i go home
yar haha
today learn to treasure who ever i have. so tat i wun regret.
i love bears. haha
ok la stop here bye
i miss chopin
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♥ The bucket list
pullip chill(150)!!!
to have a small dog all to myself.
Pink Nintendo DS Lite!!!! .
teeth whitening!!!
digi cam!!
watch (can use long long e)
tattoo at my back^^
hello kitty mouse
Zhng my phone and thumbdrive.
new bag
DIP piano in teaching .
have a stronger faith .
to get into NUS .
to slim down to 43kg
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♥ Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 12:30 AM
`some tots
wen angel come and talk to me and ask me about the chalet
i say i dunno
cause i was tied down with, piano, ndp, viola, tutoring, studies
den she come and talk to me about she and min
ok GAL get this into ur brain
if u onli think of now i neglecting u, think twice. i admit we are drifting apart. yet u make COMPARISION btwn me and min. this totally make me super dissappointed. i find no point in talking reason with u. friend are not meant to be compared. friend are there for u at ur down and maybe up. rmb ur last chalet. where was min and where was i? different ppl have different ways of treating their friend. and sad to say i am those who were there for friend during the down and not the up. WHO was the one who calm u down? WHO was the one to talk senses in u? WHO was the one who cheer u up? and if u are going to compare our friendship via sms i got nth to say. from very long time ago u know i dun sms much. and now u are bringing it up. i got totally nth to say. if u judge ur friendship via sms and pei u go home and take initiative to sms u, i starting to doubt our friendship le. i really do. cause u onli wan the now and not wad we went through. if u wan to quarrel with me or anything save ur energy. i not interested to quarrel with someone who treat MY FRIENDSHIP lightly and doing STUPID comparision and not understanding why am i doing so.
if after reading this post and u wan to reason out with me, den forget it. i not interested. cause u will be tlaking the same things again. so save ur energy on me. u wan to know wad truly friends mean? take eg, me and weiying
from young we get to know each other. we didnt hit off very well but we still get to know each other. we quarrel, cried and was happy together esp pri 6.. it was tat time wen most of the ppl dun really like her yet i still be friend with her. i brought her into our class. make everyone not to have the bad impresison of her. she a great gal pal i could everr find. she was there for me up n down. until sec sch, i admit we drited apart and even backstab each other but we still as friend concern and care for each other. i always read her blog frequently to see how she is doing and if she face any problem, i will go and find her immediately. sec 4 after o. we go out more frequently and she help me with my shopping with my lowest budget. she talk wad she felt. although we seldom talk now due to diff poly but wen she feeling down i go tlak to her and ask her. and i feeling down she come talk to me. and she know my way of doing things.. we never compared our friends. as i know everyone of us are unique.
so gal. not tat i wan to compare but truly i WAN U TO KNOW THE MEANING OF TRUE FRIEND. and NOT TO COMPARE. wad i feel like saying end here. byeee
♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 8:29 AM
`sian sian sian
i today no peee lesson.
den tat means i got free time from 3 - 5. zzzzzzzz
sian sian sian
den today got lab test more sian
super sian lor. GOT LAB TEST
sian....
and this time e labtest i not very sure. zzzzzzzz
really wan to cry le. sob sob
sian sian.
yesterday i bought a sliming cream
can feel the burning feeling
omggg. damn shuang
haha. hopefully i really slim down yar. haha.
now is 33,27,33.
big tigh is 21,16
arm is 9
so i must slim down
ROAR. jia you! u can do it!!!
haha. ok la stop here. later den update. byeee
♥ Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 9:35 PM
`i saw sth meaningful
i saw sth very true at some blog. yar.
it start off with this :
"Lots of people see the flaws in a relationship and their partner after a period of some months.. then they start to feel the relationship ain't right.. and slowly, everything doesn't seem right.. and breaks up eventually.
For me, I personally feel that honey's many flaws that I see makes Loving her Easier. Yes. Because you know so exactly when do you have to compromise and when do you have to lend her a hand to catch her when she fall.
The flaws of the relationship - Yes, its damaging at times and its emotionally draining most of the time but come'on.. you guys pledged to be together and thus if you're matured enuff, you'll know all the love doesn't come easy.
The flaws of a relationship actually strengthens us. Because we pledged to hold on together and resolve everything hand in hand and WE DO THAT. Many people pledged to do so but Never even talk about any flaws in it but just Avoid.. No, we didn't pledge to avoid yea? :)"
end of the meaningful part
maybe is really resovling flaws will help to strengthen the r/s
but no idea. haha
cause all this while i have been avoiding the flaws and trying to deceived myself. yar
so i must really come the reality and solve problem. cause the more u avoid the more it keep haunting u. yar haha
tats wad i truly believe.
now i waiting for my father to come out den i can bathe. zzzz
ok la. stop here. byeeeeeeeeee
♥ @ 1:07 PM
`starting to exit my holiday mood
going to poly like going to holidya
but soon all the test, presentation is slowly piling up
and it starting to get me out of my holiday mood
must relaly pia like siao le
for my TST1
sian...
so going out to study until like siao zha bor.
haha.
i must attain at least 3.8points
i trust myself and i can do it one. yar
haha.
so i must JIA YOU!
and also must do one stuff for ah bin. as i promise him
if he get all a for his sub
den i handmake sth for him
was thinking wad to do for him. yar
haha.
den if i do well for my first sem test, he will get a nitendo ds for me provided i get all A
which is zzzzzzzz
so must JIA YOU!
going to get my balls shirt le. yeah!!!!!!!!
and also angel and devil shirt le.
YEAH!
ok
yar.
stop here. haha
byeeeeeee
♥ @ 11:51 AM
`conflict solve?
i dunno whether the conflic is solved or not. yat. haha.
i now super hungry
wanting to bite ppl
eat them up
wooooo lala
tien shen ask me to join his sp graduation ceremony
which is like my lesson
den join for wad
yar. haha.
tienshen is one of my net fren e fren
dun really like him cause he got attitude problem. yar
haha. he tried to be with me but i rejected
cause i dun like his attitude
his temper and averything
ok la. sotp here. byeeee
♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 11:04 AM
`i change my blogskin
there a reason why i change my blogskins.
i felt this picture above suits me alot
i really need to rest
i belong to the darkness
all i wan is to be alone and think through
and i kind of like this blogskins
yar.
ok la. stop here.
i shall strengthen my faith
and go out with my peers more often
and FRIEND is the one relaly there for me in my darkest moment
esp one of my frined
who is there for me 10years
our 10years of friendship will be there.
she is unique and special to me
i will cherish her more.
muackx.
love ya
ok end here byeeee
♥ Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 7:50 PM
`random
i finally understand the saying of promise are meant to be broken
and i totally understand it
is like zzzzzzzzzz la
forget it
i super moody now.
dun feel like tlaking. byeeee
♥ @ 12:46 PM
`something which i wan to share
yesterday i jus happen to sit in front of the tv and watch the charity show for the si chuan
and i saw one story
which is
the mother use her body to save her baby life
and in her baby towel,
she put her hp in the towel
with the message as followed
" my baby ,
if u are still alive,
i want to tell u tat i will love u forever."
its very touching la.
den i cried la.
is like very touching
all mother will scarifice her life for her own child
i agree with it totally
but for guys, no guys will scarifice his life for his love one unless he truly love her to the max.
yar.
i saw this msg,
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
why isit people tend to regret after losing it
i pity for those children who died in the si chuan earthquakes
and feel sad for their parents
they must be feeling very sad, within one day they lost maybe 1 maybe 2 or maybe all their treasure which they have taken care for a very long time
china will soon face a problems in the populations
as there is more children and elderly and not much of the middle age
i forgotten wad is that population crisis called.
forgotten
ok la.
when someone asked me wad is love, i really dunno how to answer this Qn
i have been finding the answer for a very long time
i really dunno wad to say lor
its like love? wad love?
go out walk on the street hold hand hug hug watch movie
and still go wad?
i dunno wad to say. haix. ok la. stop here. byeeeeee
♥ @ 7:57 AM
`i alright now
HEY PEEPS. i alrite now. yar. haha.
i really alright now. yar.
dun worry kaes?
love u guys.
about the last post, it was my dad and ah bin whom i refering to
the ah bin is regarding whether he still wan to wait for me 3 years after my poly years
the my dad he forbid me to go to sp dance yar. haha. so i kind of moody lor. yar. haha sorri peeps.
i now very bored. yawn
ok la. i reach sch very early like 745 wen my lesson is 830
so i kind of can slack at the t15
yar. haha
xiaozhao reach very early lor. shocking wor. haha
got pics of the SHE but not very nice
is taken on friday where we go to town
to eat chicken rice
and we also go to zara, fox, topshop, wisma den far east
i bought my first ever bikini
for 29 bucks. its like zzzzz
yar. i know cheap la
but cant blame la.
dun have the money to buy those ex ex e
yar. haha
den the bikini is in strips colourful one
ok why am i describing my bikini?
i haven wore it yet
but hopefully can wear it
yar haha
now its raining!
is like FINALLY LA! after months of HOT HOT weather
yar. haha
stp here. byeeee
♥ Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 8:23 AM
`i really dunno wad to do
sometime i dunno wad had gone wrong
maybe is my attitude
maybe is the way i talk to ppl
i cried the entire of last nite
if giving up is ur choice, den i will respect ur whole entire decision
but if u still wan to continue i will also respect ur deicision
cuase it is u who wan to think
the decision lies in ur hand and not mine
ask u wad ur decision this morning and u say ask for my decision
is like i dunno wad u wan.
firstly is u say u wan to think over it and come to a decision
den end up this morning u tell me to come to a decision
its really very contradiciting
yesterday i cried in class
is not because ppl bullied me but more of my dad he refuses to let me go for sp dance club
i cried
cuase dance is my passion and he dun let me go
is like ripping my passion off my whole body
he say it will corrupt me, will change my whole life
den i cried in class
cried ok really cry
den i send very mean sms to ppl
haix
i dunno la
maybe this resulted why he wanted to give up ba
i dunno wad to say le, take care byeeeeee
♥ Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 10:25 PM
`i going to make my time pack pack
today go to sch. math lesson
bored.
den peee pract
den de lecturere
den go home
stomach pain pain
but nvm haha
den after i slept for awhile
which i suppose to meet ah bin cause he buy food for me, den i fall asleep
damn ps la.
den he waited for 45 mins. den i was like zzzz
faster go down and find him
den eat togehter with him
den go home. he attempted to carry me home but fail cause i keep struggling. haha
yeah!!!
there sth i had in mind
i wan to join string ensemble
but i scare their training shedule is not with mine
so see how first ba. hha
tml go check it out with joniece(she acc me go ok) she such a sweet gal ^^
muackies to her ^^
haha. ok la stop here. byeeee
♥ Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 10:31 PM
`today
today i overslept. suppose to go to sp at 9 den study till 3
but end up i overslept till 9+
den i go meet ah bin at 11 at outram park mrt, but i was late.
den we go to sp t15 to study
den study till my butt numb.
den i read my notes(which i rewrite)
i felt so happy
so satisfied. yar
haha. den i go and eat mac with ah bin.
den he acc me home.
he keep squeezing my face e pimples la. zzzzzzzzz
nvm. haha. ok la. after tat i reach home to dance
dance was NICE
but not as nice as kot
i decided to go back to kot le ba?
i had no idea. yar haha
den slack in my room.
den going off le. byeeeeee
♥ Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 11:39 AM
`bored
lalal. its like i keep updating about my life more recently
haha.haha
yesterday had my ndp trainig den ah bin came to pei me go home after ndp training
den eat sth
dunno why recently i so hungry.
maybe i use too much of energy ba
and i was sabo to be the counter... tat why need more energy
haha
sian sian
how much i wish the time would stop.
let me enjoy every single second i have.
isit true tat people will regret after losing the things tat is impt to them?
i had no idea. zzzzzzzz/
ok shall stop here. byeee
♥ Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 11:28 PM
`today
today do alot of exercise la. sweat damn lot.
damn sian. today presentation i damn nervous la
den after tat i go meet ah bin
he was early
and hence he smoke zzzzzz.
but nvm la. use to it le.
den we go do workout together
sweat alot. den rest rest lor. haha
den go long john eat den go home
i keeping all the hearts he fold for me. yar. haha.
dunno. jus like to keep stuff. yar. haha. stop ehre. bye
♥ Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 12:48 PM
`scary
♥ Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 9:31 PM
`wadever
tot we say hao not to keep any secret from each other?
why everytime u sian sian is i had to find it out from u
today u sian sian and u keep it from me
and u didnt even tell me
since u like this, i shall follow u.
i shall keep everything to myself.
i am super pissed off.
if u dun tell me how am i going to change myself?
I SHALL BE BACK TO MY OLD SELF,
KEEP EVERY SINGLE THING TO MYSELF
wad am i to u?
u sian den i wad.
forget it
bye
super pissed off
♥ @ 3:39 PM
`lalala
cant believe wad am i doing nw.
my tamagotchi evolve to one character whch i long it will turn to. yar. haha. sian sian.
den my programming i got full mark for the labtest
so cool.
but cher say its easy one so cant be happy
so sian sian
den i pay for the calculator le.
27 bucks for the hoodie
i am BROKE. zzzzzzzzzz.
and somemore nid to slowly pay back ah bin the prepaid card money.
zzzzzzzzz.
I AM BROKE. must save money le. zzzzzz
sian sian. i bored. yawn. later update again
going to see doc later. zzzzzzzzzz
♥ Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 11:32 AM
`ytd at wild wild wet
wen i wake up tat time ytd, i saw the cloudy sky
scare tat it will rain. yar.
but i still change into my swim suit and my clothes at the outside
den meet ah bin at my house void deck
den we go to wild wild wet togehter
den b4 we go in, we had our so called breakfast and lunch
i onli eat tou shuan. yar. den he eat pig organ soup
den we go into wild wild wet
at first i dun feel like playing at all.
den he pull me into the shiok river den to the dunno wad tat "exciting" game is
he ask me which one i wan, the slide one or the u shaped one.
i saw the u shaped one not tat scary den i say the u shaped one
BUT I WAS TOTALLY WRONG MAN
i sit on it. den tot it will nt be tat scary
den down we go!
OMG. the feeling is like
I GOING TO FLY OUT LE
den i dun dare to open up my eyes.
den ah bin say i like gek sai
den i keep hitting him
is like DAMN SCARY LA
zzzzzzzz
den i damn scare.. zzzzzzzz
den after tat we go shoik river again
den tsunami
den spa
den slide
slide is like not tat scary lor
ok lor den try another one
yar. haha
den tsunami den i having headache
ah bin help me massage my head
den i say go shiok river one last time den go home le
den he say ok lor
den is damn shiok wen ppl help u massage ur head. haha
den ok lor go bathe
den go eat chicken rice.
the rice damn nice lor zzz
chicken not hot e....
den i play his psp den after tat
go walk walk
den i go home take my stuff for ndp
den go ndp
den go hom ^^
ok la stop here. byeeee
♥ Friday, May 9, 2008 @ 12:12 AM
`today
bring to sch 2 idiot flag.
zzzz
labtest was quite ok. yar manage to get the answer.
den after tat go find ah bin! to study.
he bring me to boonlay
i happily go to second floor and also to kiddy palace
den i point to the tamagotchi
den he say tats ur present
den i was like zzzzzz
why i so dumb. zzzzzzzzz
den nvm lor. quite happy playing la. haha
thank ^^
its the tamagotchi with STAR entaner.
show u all
den we go kfc eat. zz
i keep eatting fast food now adays. super sian. yawn.
i must stop my unhealthy diet. and EAT HEALTHY!
sian, den he fold a small rose tissue for me haha.
nice ma? haha
den after tat i go for ndp and he help me take my laptop
den is like he waited for me 3 hours at yewtee alone. haha
*Touched*
haha. ok la.
den he acc me home.
buy strawberry milk
den go home ^^
tml have to go to sch..
shall stop here. byeee
♥ Monday, May 5, 2008 @ 10:30 PM
`today
as u all see wad i keep doing in sch today is keep updating my blog
haha
shall write after sch
i went to find ah bin.
den at first sian sian den i also sian sian
den go pet safari
saw all those puppies reminded me of chopin den i run out of the place and rush into toilet and cry cry cry
cause i really miss chopin alot
den go back to find ah bin.
he tried to cheer me up
den i cry again. yar haha
cause chopin is relaly the one stay with me for the longest period
den after tat ok le. yar.
den walk around eat carls junior
den walk walk rest yar. haha
ok la
stop here.
i not crying because u sian sian u didnt make me cry
is i miss my chopin and i cant get over it. haix. ok la stop here.
♥ @ 3:46 PM
`first one
i am the first one to complete my programming lab test sample 1. weeeeeee
haha. lalala den i can slack hohohoho
damn shuang la....
some moron is playing the smack that song haha
den i damn relax le haha
damn happy lor... zzzz
hopefull thursday lab test will be a sucessful one yar
so i must do more of programming stuff le
zzzz
must revise the damn lot things and also nid to write pee notes and de notes and math tutorial
zzzzzzzz
faint
somemore TCS got assignments
sian zzzzzzzzzzzz
FAINT. must pia le
zzzzz
cannot slack le
manage to borrow C++ book from UNcle Cement. haha
he also in eee but in ntu. haha
ok la stop here. byeeeeeeee
♥ @ 12:33 PM
`lala
i should be studying in mob but end up i am slacking in mob
yar haha den i even take a pic of myself yar haha
sian... its cold in mob...
the rest of the guy classmate is playing lan
onli 3 were slacking. yar. haha wait arh show u all the piccc
i bored its like zzzzzzz la. den i am emoing alone. zzzzzzz
haha. ok la. stop here.
i relaly very bored. sian
thursday got lab test on c++
anyone CARE TO TEACH ME?!?!!
haha ok la stop here. byeeeee
♥ Saturday, May 3, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
`ytd and today
this one is ah bin fold for me ytd at mac. yup, it tissue so not tat obvious yup. today went out with ah bin. meet at 11. den headed to suntec. den we watch dance of the dragon KNS IS DAMN ZZZZ so not meaningful and the dance sux. not nice. den go to marina square to shopp bought da jie and mummy present. yup den bought 6 earrings and 1 ring at 20 bucks. got one free earring given zzz all this is the one i bough except the redcolour star. it was the free gift. is damn yucky lor. who wan? i sell them 1 bucks. zzzz LOL.
this one is the roses earing. hoho. alot of roses rite? is 3 pair of roses and one big rose ring. its purple is gay i know but its NICE. and CHIO k....ya lor. haha unable to find the topshop one so jus buy this one its equally nice yar and cheaper too=X haha
bought a new waterbottle. is not i pay for it is ah bin pay for it. he jus push the money to me and refuse to let me take my bag. cause he helping me to take my bag. so is so called his first gift to me. ^^ yup. haha den after i done shopping, we go sakae sushi and eat 51.20 zzzzzzzz. i rather go eat the buffet but nvm haha. den after tat pei him go home change clothes cause he wan to go his ah ma house. den i shitted at his house while waiting. den go home wrap the presents and also update my blog. DUH~~~~ ok la stop here. shall end off with a pic of my finger with the ring. haha.
♥ Friday, May 2, 2008 @ 10:32 PM
`lalal
today at first is very moody
den slowly happy again =)
i love the happy times.
it jus happy lor. and carefree. yar haha
SIAN
ENZEMA IS KILLING ME
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i know i very drama yar
haha ok la
stop here byeeee
♥ Thursday, May 1, 2008 @ 5:35 PM
`ndp training
ytd ndp training like no kick la
yar haha
den ahbin come and find me den pei me go home
b4 i go home i eat egg and cheese sandwich and hl chocolate marigold milk
den i go home
yar haha
today learn to treasure who ever i have. so tat i wun regret.
i love bears. haha
ok la stop here bye
i miss chopin
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