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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
`thinking

should i go find a job during e sep holi?
should i set up a blogshop?
should i ask weiying to join with me to create blogshop which create jewellery?
should i jus ask weiying how to do some stuff den set up the blogshop by myself?

in short I AM SHORT OF MONEY. -.-
nvm stop here. byeeee





Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 6:13 PM
`dunno wad to do

i called u so tat i can talk to u while i walk my dog.
u called me back.
u doesnt seem like u wan to talk to me.
nvm
i ask u are u tired do u wan to hang up and take a nap, he say nvm la. abit tired.
ok lor.
den i told him about max back patches.
he told me to bring masx to vet
but i am broke
he say bring max to vet.
max is pulling me towards other gals.
i say max max!
he scolded me say dun shout into the phone
i got super sian
i really cnanot tahan
i started to use sian sian e voice
he realise i feel bored
he ask me why are u not happy
i was thinking, was it my fault or urs? or should i get sian or shouldnt i?
i jus say no i not unhappy
den pick up a cheery voice ssy
since u are so tired den u go sleep ba.
den he got mad den hang up the phone
he cup my phone
wad i do? nth. relaly very bored
haix. nvm
stop here le la
wad have i done wrong?
haix.





Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 11:44 PM
`shopping but for max

went out today to vivo to buy max stuff-.-
at first meet dear dear at 11, but i overslept
he also overslept
worst is i call him at 12, he still sleeping despite me sms him at 11 ya
bo bian dear dear love to hibernate
den we meet at 1.30 at vivo
den we go to kfc to eat.
he help me pulll out the meat.
haha. cause hot hot
den he help me peel out the meat
den ok lor.
den we go to pet safari
den buy alot of things for max.
new collar, new chain, 4milk bone, training pad, 1 bottle of treats for them. and 1 squrriel free e
haha alot rite?
50 +
i pay 30+ cause ah bin give me 20 plus
ya haha
den go ah bin house watch tv
den go home bring max and gal gal down
i run den cause ah bin to run
haha. cause ah bin pull e leash haha
max and gal gal run ma haha
den we go find a place to sit down






Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 8:41 AM
`saw it somewhere

i was browsing my friendster friend who viewed me, i get to saw this friend profile
he worte this.
i was wondering is he directly copy from some lyrics or peom? haha.
hack care la. quite touching ya. haha. enjoy~.


I'm the guy who will text you
every single morning and tell you good
morning, and every single night to tell
you sweet dreams.

I'm the guy who will hold you when
you're crying and wipe away your tears.

I'm the guy who still thinks you're
beautiful with no make-up on, wearing
your most torn up jeans and a plain
tee-shirtI' m the guy who won't
pressure you to
do things that you don't want to do.

I' m the guy who kisses you on the
forehead; it doesn't always have to be
on the mouth.

I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.

I'm the guy who actually listens to you
when you talk.

I'm the guy who's waited all day
because I'm looking forward to our date
that night.

I'm the guy who is content to just be
able to hold you and wants nothing
more.

I'm the guy who can't help but smile
when you walk into the room.

I'm the guy who's perfectly content
with staying in and watching movies and
cuddling.

I'm the guy who won't lie to you about
where he's going or where he's been, or
who he's been with.

I'm the guy who gets butterflies when
he hears your name.

I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell
his friends he loves you.

I'm the guy who doesn't mess with other
girls when I have you; you're the only
one that I need.

I'm the guy who doesn't care about your
imperfection s, and loves you more for
them; who wants a perfect girl? that's
just boring.

I'm the guy who will hold you while we
watch the sunset.

I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE
YOU
THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.

I AM THIS GUY.. one of many.. who
always
end s up losing her to the jerks who
will
treat her like crap and are so
concerned
about getting some.





Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 5:25 PM
`max3

after i update my blog last nite, mama she sat down and talk to max
and play with him
he allow her to touch
tats the BIG STEP
i was like WOW
dne happy happy
den ok lor. papa feed max but max still GROWL at him
so nvm la
den mama go back to her room and come out den try to pet max, max growl abit den let her touch
den mama go change into her pyjamas den come out wan to touch max, max growl abit den let her touch.
den i conclude tat MAX HAVE STM *jus like me*

this morning mama wake up try to touch max, max growl abit den let her touch. -.-
haha. ok la
den max is gd boy.
but i FINALLY KNOW why max will bite grandma le
cause b4 she go toilet, she beat my uncle
den max saw le go bite her
the reason is, my uncle pamper him alot. den he is protective of his owner. so ya will bite who ever try to hamr the owner.
so if anyone try to harm me, u are dead man. haha joking

will slowly train max up
to jump the hula hoop and sit and stand and lie down
ok la stop here.

dear dear i love u.





Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 10:52 PM
`max2

max bite my grandma last nite and aslo bite my sis.
parents insist tat he must go,
haix den i try to find back his owner but his owner refuse to talk back to us
den nvm ba.
den dear dear he find ppl down
den come down le
he actually come down is to talk to my father
hope tat can help max to stay with me
i happy lor
den he manage to talk with my dad
den ok lor
den den he also from soka
ya
haha. den talk talk
even thank him alot
he relaly very gd
he even say if there any prob cna call him
happy
den bring max go shit with dear dear
and also talk with dela. she happy tat i willing to find ways to make max to stay here
den go home
i told da jie about send max to train,
den da jie say find out the price. den i pay for it.
i was like YEAH!!!!!!!!!


thankx dear dear for helping me
thankx dear dear.





@ 4:41 PM
`random things




What Tan Libin Melinda Means



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.











You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.















You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.






Your Dating Purity Score: 80%



You are an innocent dater.

You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.

Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!







You Are No Swimsuit



You are totally, completely comfortable with your body.

And you're not judgmental about other people's bodies either.



You are connected to nature. You feel best when you are outdoors.

You are a serene and peaceful person. You focus on what's truly important... not material possessions.






Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!



You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.

A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.

Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.

And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!






You Go For Brains!



You want a guy with a big... brain.

And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.

What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)






What Your Little Black Dress Says About You



You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.



Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.



If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots






You Have A Type A Personality



You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood

You tend to succeed at everything you attempt

And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top!



You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun

As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested

You have the perfect personality for business and athletic success






Your Italian Name Is...



Lia Marino







You Are 51% Scary



You're a pretty normal, nice girl... but you definitely have your scary moments.

As long as you acknowledge them and apologize, you'll probably keep your guy around.






Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 8:04 AM
`max

my eyes now swollen like mad.
alot of dirty things
-.-
sian.

now drinking a cup of hot water
haha.

max last time after i go to bed he keep walking around.
in and out
and sleep and wake up walk around in and out
my father attempted to touch him den he bark at papa. think my father very sad. ya haha.
eyes damn pain.
den wake up max jump onto me. ya. haha
he wan me to bring him down
but he had to tahan me make up and bathe
den bring him donw den he PEE damn LONG. ok....
den ok den go back home
den wanted to go to sch le
he follow me out. den i bo bian had to pull him to mama den he stay there.
think i go back home he sure pounce on me.
haha. ok la stop here. later if free den update.





Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 8:00 PM
`new family member

i got max today ^^
he very friendly but wen he enter my house he not used to it.
ya haha

went to ywd formation day
no comments

den meet dear to find max.
on the bus i scratch bin out of his hand. haha
he also scratch mine.





he very active
den ok lor. need to pay adoption fee.
den ok lor.
den i hug max.
and i play with his children.
yup he onli 10months old and he had children





wen he reach my house he miss his owner alot
keep going to the door there
den bo bian.
den nvm
den i go eat but fang xin bu xia
cause scare he xiang bu kai
den nvm lor
came back home
he jump onto my hip, den i think he hint me to hug him
den i hug him TWICE
he ok with the environment le. ya. haha

so max. i shall do the 10 promises to u
jus like the 10promises made to a dog
1. Give me time to understand what you want of me.

2. Place your trust in me. It’s crucial to my well-being.

3. Be aware that however you treat me I’ll never forget it.

4. Before you scold me for being lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me.

5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understand your words, I do understand your voice when it’s speaking to me.

6. Remember before you hit me, I have teeth that could hurt you, but that I choose not to bite you.

7. Take care of me when I get old.

8. You have your work, your entertainment and your friends. I have only you.

9. My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful for me.

10. Go with me on difficult journeys. Everything is easier for me if you are there. Remember I love you…

i promise i will do it. ^^ love u max.





@ 9:12 AM
`review on conflicts among 2 famous local blogger

today i wake up i read the newspaper.
DAWN YANG LAWYER LETTER SEND TO XIAXUE AND DEMAND AN PUBLIC APOLOGY
i was like -.-''' she jus merely say ur bad points so?
HELLO!!!! in this cyber world, there bound to have people who discriminate u and love u
ACCEPT THE FACT LA.
and also think why will she do this thing to u.
in short u must reflect it on urself
if u so concious about how people think about u, in the first place u shouldnt make urself famous

i respect xiaxue cause she will talk something relevant to our life, and she will show us her darkest secret like how to photoshop and "ZNG" our item. and the way she post her blog

for u i respect u too but not as much as her. although u post stupid post on ur blog with ur chio pic. i think is this really her or after her plastic surgery. cause u and ur sis look world apart. and all u do is advertise and post ur pic. i know u are pretty and all this but think of it, why isit ur blog is full of URSELF and not some concern or tips for the reader?

To make things worst, u even send a lawyer letter and demand xiaxue to apologise to u.
HELLO! i feel like slapping ur face. i know u are SUPER chio, but so wad with this kind of attitude. cant u forgive and forget and keep harping on the matter? u are so petty la. xiaxue apologise to u in her blog wad else u wan to do. LAWYER letter. u think u so CHIO till the extend tat u can swing lawyer around jus to protect urself?
WAKE UP dude.

ok la. stop here. byeeee





Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 11:30 PM
`dancing in the rain

ndp was GREAT>
first time DANCE in the rain. ok its like SHIT la.
cuase it dancing it distracted me
den i dance wrongly.
-.-
HENG not captured.
den grand finale.
CAI CHUN JIA AND HARDY APPEARED OK!!!!
den i was like WOOOOOOOO LALAL
den ok RAINING.
den ok.
den continue
den FINISH LE. fang reminded me tat i got ezema and ask me am i itchy
den i too occupied to notice about it.
den ok ITCH le.
die die
go shelter
den after tat go wash up
den watch the video while waiting for pri sch kid to go off
den go back to change
den HOME i am HOME.

i think i tml will be sick cause i am wet in the rain
ok la. stop here.
maybe tml go pei ah bin to look at dog.
hehe
border collie.
mauckx.
love dear dear. muackx





Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 11:06 PM
`i love......

i love e way he piggyback me home.
i love e way u make fun of me.
i love e way u piggyback me home.
i love e way u cook for me.
i love u way u apply med for me
i love e way u sleep on my leg.
i love e way u bite my hand although it hurts.
i love how it feel like to rest on ur shoulder.
i love how u feed me.
i love the feeling wen i hug u.
i love the feeling how u carry me up and swing me around
i love every single moment wen i with u.
and i really mean it.

stop here. byeeeeeeeeeeeee





@ 2:51 PM
`fresh feeling

i bought a mascara today.
and i applied it on.
and guess wad
I LOVE IT.
i look nice?
and the purpose of the mascara is to make me look alert and not sleepy
so ya
thankx jo for recomanding e mascara to us. thankx ^^
haha.

the lab tech give me a new chip den i can redo it again.
YEAH! happy ok. lol
so i can dredo the WHOLE circuit.
happy
ok la stop here. byeeee





Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 11:42 AM
`my father

he come talk to me in the car after dropping my sis off at her sch
den he talk
say such a small age dun get into r/s
den somemore say see ur sister have bf doesnt mean u must have one
den say wad. if u wan to find a bf, can but u must protect urself
cause nowadays e guys are very hard to believe.
den DUN find guys who doll himself up or go for fashion cause u will be dead.
den know his family background
den know his character
keep a dist away from him in case he do le den dump me.
den must learn to protect myself
den he say quite alot but i get some cause i very sleepy
den ya.

den he say le. i think
ah bin he dun go for fashion.
i know ah bin family, even ate with them b4.
i know his character
he very totful and caring

i always hope to find a husband like my papa.
and i think i found one. i think
ya. ok la. stop here. byeee





Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 11:40 PM
`scare

i eat cupcorn den i rmb ah bin he did it for me. his one taste much more better
i went to find ah bin afteer his attachment.
I SAW MY SIS. den SIAM.
den go for ndp
den after tat ah bin acc me home.
den PAPA SAW ME AND HIM. -.-
i nearly wan to bang against the wall ok.
is like kns.
he scolded me. TO MAX.
i can die la.
sian haix. bye





@ 5:02 PM
`hm....

i wanted to upload pic of me and my sis during her grad ceremony but i look horrendous.
so hack care. ya
haha. den nvm lor. ya
den didnt update.
haha.

today i finally understand more about de.
sian. so bored.
ok la. stop here. byeeeeeeee





Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 6:37 PM
`nails

two days ago i cut my fingernails, i keep thinking of ah bin last time he cut for me
and even polish my nails for me.
wen i cut i keep thinking the sweetness he have gave me
thankx dear dear

my eyes really very pain. zzzzzzzzzz.
so bored.
i feel like painting. hm... i haven started on dear dear present yet. zzzzz
last time i bet with him if he get all a den i must do sth for him
i need to do it le.
5 more weeks to mst
can cry le lor. so bored.
ok la. stop here. byebye
muackx dear dear





@ 10:19 AM
`ugly eyes

YEAH! ITS TUESDAY
can wear SHORTS to sch. hohohoho
i am a happy gal on tuesday
but sadly today my EYES are SWOLLEN make me so ugly
den somemore wen i blink my eyes its very pain lor.
like ma cham bee sting my eyes.
zzzzzzzzzz
nvm la. stop here. byeeeeeee
i love u dear dear muackx





Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 3:08 PM
`random tots 3

i decided not to have a pink ds nintendo lite,
as i may not play for a very long time like how my tama end
den i can SHOP many many times with tat money
or buy sth useful.
ya haha ok la stop here. byeeee





@ 11:33 AM
`some random tots 2

i think i must take more pic with dear dear.
i onli got 4 pathetic pic taken together with him.
den ya lor. abit sian
but nvm. shall take nice nice pic. haha

den ya u all didnt see wrongly. from ah bin to dear. i am ATTACHED. hohoho
ok la. other random tots.

i need to do all my tutorial le.
cannot slack le.
5 more weeks to semester exam.
so JIA YOU!
cannot slack le.
siannnnn. ok la. stop here. later shall update? or maybe no.
ok la.
love dear dear. and everyone else. mauckx





@ 8:13 AM
`random tots

i was thinking i keep changing my blog.
den cant keep track of wad happen to me in the past.
den i was like damn emo lor. cause i onli rmb those which had big impact on me

AND i even have the tot of changing my blog every one year.
be it change to xanga or change to livejournal
but i had no idea which one i wan. cause blogger is user friendly
i tried xanga and i nearly died. den livejournal dun rlealy like it
maybe i see how first ba

if i have the tot of changing the blog wads the point of me tracking wda happen to me in the past. hm...
ok i am jus getting crazy here.
zzzzzzzzzzzz. so bored.

i love ndp man. esp after u dance den u get to see the firework.
its getting better and better
den kick the committe. say wad WAN A PERFECT GRAND FINALE
wen everyone is busy going home den he wan a perfect one
-.-
wad wave la. den blahblah blah
haha. ok la stop here. byeeeeeeeee





Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 11:26 AM
`pink Nintendo DS Lite

i saw this at xiaxue blog.
den i had the love at first sight for it
but i make alot of research
and its actually quite nice to use.
and pink and white is the nicest colour
but white get dirty easily
so PINK
i dunno wen i start liking pink stuff... but nvm la.
maybe alot of hk stuff is pink ba. haha
hence i had decided

TO BUY IT ASAP!!!! which i think will had to wait for a very long time zzzzzzzzz
nvm la. stop here. byeeee





@ 12:36 AM
`today

my sis finally grad from uni
while me STUCK in poly. -.-
anyway i so proud of my phone.
although its 2 mp, but CAN TAKE PIC not as blur as i expect
somemore can see her NAME
hohoho.
imagine the dist away form her la.
show u all e pic.




tada....
so proud of my phone
den after tat i went for ndp
cnanot escape from puttin on make up
i look horrendous.
but bo bian ya haha

and WY thankx for putting on makeup for me ya
thankx ^^





Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 10:56 PM
`silence yet happy

today the shoudlering killed me
totally
den after tat went to eat pizze hut, ,mr ng treat us to eat
hoho
each person around 6 bucks ya
haha
den after tat i slack at home den jiu go tm to wlak awlk
den go meet ah bin
although we didnt talk as much as b4
but now i finally understand, using ur heart and eyes to communicate and feel for each other
i didnt irritate him cuase i know he is very tired. den we go to buy movie ticket(hell boy)
den go eat ahjisan
den jiu faster go watch show. ya
ok lor the show.
come out of the cinema
hair keep dropping
i was like OMG
den keep quiet la
den jiu haix sian sian
dunno wad to say lor ya
den cna faint lor.
den we go to my house voiddeck there
den he sleep i jus pat on his shoulder lor ya haha
ok la stop here.
bye





Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
`swollen

i went to sch with swollen eyes.
cried myself to sleep last nite till 2
i really very depressed.
i tried le.
my past keep haunting me
my past shaped me up.
wake up with super swollen eye.
haix really very sian lor
i know u need time i wun force u
i hope i can be the one who bring u happiness. i know i failed b4
but now i willing to do my best to bring u happiness.





Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
`read someone blog

angel ask me to read someone blog
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
i cried.
the pain of friend departure its painful
wad else can i say about ur lover have left u
why cant we treasure wad we have now. and wait till it gone den start to regret
u told me once, dun cry secretly, at most cry wen i talking to u or cry wen i infront of u.
but the way u treat me make me cry non stop.
HUSH MEL HUSH
i wan to keep myself busy so tat i wun think so much
i dun wan to hink so much
so i wun be able to have the time to think.

to u, u felt theres enough time for u to treat me so cold
but for me. i felt there is not enouggh time for u to treat me so cold.
who knoes i may leave the next moment
i near to my breaking point.





@ 10:41 PM
`it drop

haha. kind of sad wen i know it drop
but wad can i do?
cheap stock is always like this.
but come to think of it at least it stayed on for 2months plus den drop
ya. but nvm la.
the most buy anyone lor.
haha. i dun wish to disturb u tats why didnt sms u much.
so dun think so much ba. haha.
tears all used up. now had to pick myself up from where i am and be strong and independent.
i must really think through. and think of the consequences wad ever i do.
now doing nth much
no mood to do anything
i tried to change i relaly tried le.
i think for u even more i even tried to be happy to talk to u
but end up wad. u still using the same old cold attitude towards me
this fri will be 1 week u used cold attitude for me le.
maybe its hard to change for him to treat me like b4 le ba
haha
nevermind then

MELINDA STOP CRYING OVER A GUY!!! GET OVER IT!!
i think i self-critised. i cried. i tried.
end up still the same
the feeling is unbearable
STOP CRYING!
stop here ba. go wash up le haha
byeeee





Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 10:58 PM
`some random tots

xz and jo told me tat i must learn to give in take
cause always win in the quarrel is very unhealthy
and i also learn tat i should really think of the consequences. yar
i must really change le
and think alot le
hopefull wun result in hairlost and white hair
haha
joking

ok la i am listing down on my hp wad to do. (learn from jo jo) hehe
so i will rmb to do and its effective ya haha
ok la stop here. byeeeee





Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 9:30 PM
`i cut my fringe!!!

ok i been saying i wan to cut my fringe for a very long time.
den TODAY i FINALLY go cut my fringe!!!
wohoo!!!
i shall give myself a time limit. if things still go the same. i shall give up.
i cant stand ppl giving me cold shoulder.
yar. haha
i know its my fault but 1 or 2 days should be enough.
hack care.

today went out with papa to buy some dim sum
den wen we reahc home
this dog he keep barking
and it sounded so much like chopin
den i call chopin.den quiet den after i call finish he bark again den i start calling his name den silence.
sian
den went back to find him 1 hour later end up
cannot find
haix. sian


happy i finally cut my fringe.
i look cute again hehe
joking la. BUT TATS TRUE =X haha
joking
i know u all are eager to see my cpi
i shall post SOME. ok u know i am damn high den i take around 20 pics. i dunno
haha









@ 8:20 AM
`change of blogskin ^^

haha i change my blogskin le. yeah!
i change my blogskin cause my previous blogskin was super emo
den change lor
this one abit rainbow. ya
haha
so ok lor
saying about rainbow, reminded me of the 10 promises make to a dog

the show damn nice DIE DIE MUST WATCH
is like the girls over there all cry lor. even the aunties
its very touching
i keep crying away cause it reminded me of chopin
den ya
cry lor
chopin is my 6 years of bf.
he there for me till the day he went missing
haix. nvm haha
i love u chopin

eeeeeeeeeee t15 got the smelly smell eeeeeeeeee
cna faint. ok la stop here. had to go for my first lesson of the day peee -.-
can die. ok la stop here. byeeeeeeeee





Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
`came to realise about sth

came to realise about sth
i read my past
i realise wen i got bf i am super scary
in wad sense leh
is wen i get super emo
mood swings
unreasonable
i read le i even get shocked.
den i compare those to wen i am single
its totally different
i am happy

told angel about it
she sya its normal cause we got nth to worry about
maybe i should really be cheerful rather than emo?
but cna i do it?
i hope i can.... -.-
stop here bye





@ 9:38 PM
`100 post

ok. its nth muhc but this is my 100 post. hm...
ok nvm

a big slap on my face again.
wake me up
friends are realy there for me
but how have i been treating them?
nth.
i feel so guilty wen i read one of my friend blog
maybe i should wake up from my dream and learn to treasure all my friends
i been saying this to all of my friend" i will be there for u"
end up i wasnt there for them all the time
wen ever they ask me out, i will nt be free to go out with them
did i ever tot of their feeling wen i reject their offer of going out with them?
no. cause all i think of is my dance or who ever la.
wen i sad. wen i feeling down, who was there for me
my friends.
and how i treat them?
like shit.

*WAKE UP MELINDA!!!*
i must really treasure them. i cant treat them like shit.
even if i wan to treat someone like shit tat will be the guys.
TREASURE UR FRIEND B4 ITS TOO LATE!!!





@ 7:01 PM
`random

In a sorrow space,
In my deepest dreams,
I remember, I remember seeing you
I remember your eyes
I remember your smile
I remember you

In a lonely night,
As I remember, I remember,
I remember hearing you
I remember your words
I remember your breath
I remember you

Chorus:
As I feel cold, I feel cold,
You give me your clothes; you give me your warm
As I feel hungry, I feel hunger
You give me your food; you feed me with life
As I feel down, I feel depressed
You give me hope; you feel me hope
You are here

In a sorrow space,
In my deepest dreams,
I remember, I remember seeing you
I remember your eyes
I remember your smile
I remember you

Chorus:
When I feel cold, You are here
You take off your shirt; you suffer for me
When I feel hungry, You are here
You give me biscuits and make me feel full
When I am down, You are here
You are here, always here, telling me:

“I’ll do anything, almost everything, to protect you.”


this i saw it somewhere.
it give me the feeling of how ah bin and me.
things arent going as smoothly as i expected.
we are having quarrels frequently nowadays
maybe i should do sth about it.
ya.





Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 11:30 PM
`haha

today is ndp ne show
haha so bored
i was late den i directly go to suntec haha
den change there
OMG THE MAKEUP DAMN SCARY LA
but HENG ah i dun nid to put on makeup cause due to lack of time
hha
den really look like going for war lor
nth much le la
get to know one ns guy who take care of us e
his name is edwel
he is mix
friendly too
haha
ok la stop here.
dunno wad to update le
haha