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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 10:43 PM
`rush rush rsuh

since the start of the school, i been rushing for my tutorials lecture
cant even take a break
and SO FAST holiday is coming le kill me haha
cant even relax for holiday must study for MST,
kil me
tons of things for me to MEMORISE kill me
ok la stop here bye





Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 9:05 PM
`my principles

i had my own principles to follow
since u are part of the family, u should do a part in it
i am very kind enough to help u to wash clothes and dry clothes
i throw someone else clothes on ur bed.
make this clear i onli throw those who are in UR ROOM the clothes on ur bed
i been tolerating ur clothes which happen to be the most
ok i FINE with it
but did u ever offer to help?
even wen i am sick i ask u to help did u help?
u jus continue to sleep
even the head of the household will help em to dry the clothes
u are jus merely the second lady in the house wad make u special from others
daddy and mommy are even more tiring than u
and they even thank me and help me if i cant do it on time or sick
and u? simply dump all ur clothes in the washing machine and expect me to do it for u
everytime u go out u change a set of clothes den came back to change home clothes and dump the first set into the washing machine, den u goign out again and u wear another set of clothes and came back dump it into the washing machine
FINE i fine with it
u help me onli ONCE thats it
all u could think of is URSELF
today i even purposely dump all those dry clothes in a basket in front of u, hoping u will seperate it and help to distribute BUT NO. SUCH A SIMPLE CHORE u cant even do it.
so u PISS me off totally
and thus i throw all ur wet clothes beside ur table
and there u go throw all ur temper at me
say u tired from work and ya da ya da. HELLO den wad about DADDY MUMMY? WAD ABOUT ME?
i can jolly well wake up late and dun wash clothes and jus concentrate on my studies
i had to scarifice my sleep to wash everyone clothes and u say u tired. WAD reason is this?
everyone PLAYS A PART IN THE FAMILY

SIMPLE TASK u wun even like AUTOMATICALLY do,
den if u had ur own family, throw all ur dirty clothes here and get the clean clothes back isit?
u had to learn to LOVE and HELP and be CONSIDERATE ur family first b4 u can go out and set one happy family

dun wish to talk about it kle
u refused to help i wun help u
bye





@ 7:12 PM
`how to get up eat breakfast and get ready for work within 5 mins






Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 3:01 PM
`cherish

There was this boy and this girl. They both knew each other since they was young. As they grew older, the boy fells for this girl. He asked to be her stead that time, and she agrees. He was 14, and she was 13...

As time passes, the girl family decides to sent her to overseas to further her studies. Though sad, but the boy knews that he have to let her go. She left to Australia when she was 20...

They both called each other almost everyday... till one day, there was no news from the girl... he started to worries and panic... That night, the girl called... She told him that he found another boyfriend out there, and decide to break off with him... He cried... Since then, the boy's feeling drop down tremendously. From a happy go lucky person, to a sad, emo person...

One day, the girls returned to Singapore and decide to meet him. They both meet up... The girls was no longer the beautiful and cheerful lady as in the past. She has became thinner, and her face looks pale. But still, they treasure the moments and spent about 2 weeks together, before she going to Taiwan to transfer flight to Japan....

On the day she on-board the flight, he wanted her to stay and wanted to tell her that he still loves her. However, he did not say it out... and quietly sees her off..

That night, a news broke out which shocked him up. The plane which was departing from Taiwan to Japan had crashed!! Upon hearing this, he went about to check it. After confirming her death, he cried...

This day, he attended her funeral. Her sister came over and told him something that makes him never forget. She told him that actually while the girl was in Australia, she did not had any boyfriend. She was found to have Bone Cancer, and had not much to live. Not to worry him and make him sad, she decided to lies to him. When she was back in Singapore, she was hoping that the boy will persuade her to stays... but in the end, he did not...

The boy really regrets of all this. Since then, he learnt something....
"Cherish what you have now. Do not regret when you lose it...'





@ 12:09 AM
`today

today went to sch, FIRST time i didnt sleep in lecture haha
crs was ok ba
yup
den after sch dear told me he eating alone den i go find him lor
yup and he treat me to lunch, den after which he decided to pon his lesson
and go home
den i go for my piano lesson haha
den after that go find dear at tampines yup i walk around while waiting for him
i stuck at yamaha looking for music book
and i saw this phamplet on how much the piano cost
so exp lor
den wen dear come and find me, i show him and point to the GRAND PIANO, and say " mei hor?" den he say ya
den he know wad i meant den quickly point to the cheapest one and say that one more mei
haha
den we go and buy tic and went to aijisan to eat, dear colleague call him, i ask him can i answer the call? den i take his phone and answer
haha and make fun of his colleague haha
yup den walk around den go watch night at the museum 2, ok ba?
yup funny ba? haha
den after that me and dear take bus home, and we keep playing on the bus, haha
den he rest on my shoulder end up his leg cramp
he send me home and he went off to work yup haha
ok la stop here bye





Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 9:46 PM
`today

i feeling better?
leg jus cramp wenever i tiptoe
heart beat until very fast
den hand shake non stop
dear come and find me with a hot cup of milo yupp
even though he got lesson yup den happy yup haha
yup haha
random pic






Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 6:14 PM
`sick journal

wed i have sore throat
thurs serious flu
friday serious flu + coughing non stop
sat asthma coughing, breathing difficulty, high fever,
after i alight the car to see doc, i wan to vomit le
den nvm i go see doc, den on the machine for nearly 45 mins?i keep feeling very cold and keep shivering away.
ok i know i look ugly here haha nvm
den once i come oout of the room, den i vomit ooutside the clinic, keep vomitting very xin ku lor
den worst of all is TWICE, first time is outside the clinic, second time is at 1am.
wanted to bang against the wall, nurse say once my condition stable den take med cause take that machine will be like that e
den reach home rest till 1am keep whining tat i wan to vomit den once i sit still, i vomit a whole lot of chunk
yup haha nvm
ok ba now my fever subside, my asthma is getting better not nth much le ba? but see a whole chunk of med i can vomit sia
today eat things chest will feel very pain but nvm la haha ok la stop here le byebye





Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 5:08 PM
`sick

i am sick
yesterday even nearly fainted at home
stomach pain like nobody business. keep crying
haha even after eating its still the same
den after few hours later den feel better

today wen i wake up my throat pain like nobody business haha
den ok find sth to eat den after that go to sch
throat pain runny nose
haha sian den keep sleeping in the lecture as she keep repeating and veyr slow den ok ba
ok lor stop here le ba
i hope i will feel better ^^ yup





Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 9:21 PM
`have i got over it?

i haven get over the fact that my grandma died totally
i keep thinking of the past and would feel very upset about it
sorri my friends and dear if i treat u all badly
its a stage which has the biggest impact to me
i miss all her naggings and her emoing at one side of the house wen ever i reach home
and her complains about me switching on the light early in the morning
i really miss u
i trying to be strong and trying to accept this fact yet i still cant do it all
ah ma i miss u
i miss ur smooth smooth hand
i will try to be strong
i love u ah ma.





Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 2:13 PM
`memories

friday after sch i went to vivo to slack till 2.30 den go buy food and pampers for cotton after that dear come and find me den i also bought eyeliner from TFS and also a strawberry pig for sister. den went to swenson to eat with dear dear.
den we walk around met up with derrick and i go home done

sat
i woke up early in the morning den bath hao wash clothes dry clothes den my WHOLE family go to HORT park. ok that place is amazingly BEAUTIFUL omg.... SO many FLOWERS is like OMG la. ok i am the type of girl who love scenery alot esp those filled with flowers. den i keep walking and enjoying OMG so BEAUTIFUL
den after we left hort park, we went to sakura for buffet. i am BLOATED from the meal. foodwise is edible not delicious yup
den after that we all went to singapore flyer. we manage to bought 2 tic so my aunt and mummy went up to take the ride while the rest of us find sth to do for the next half an hour. i went exploring the palce with my second sis den yup the park is WOW beautiful. it is indoor park btw. den after that went to build a bear. feel like building one again omg haha joking. den went to a shop. the shop is so BEAUTIFUL ok i mean the items in there. i saw the eggs( can open one) jus that it look like egg. here the pic


but over there is much more beautiful than this. then i also saw porcelain merry go round OMG damn CHIO but also damn ex. ROAR. den saw jap stuff wah is BEAUTIFUL but its EXP as well so nvm bought a keychain for my aunt den yup den we went outside the fish spa shop to wait for them
omg la look shuang and disgusting but i WAN to try roar. but no time ROAR sian.
den after that went back home to rest for awhile
den me and my 2 sister all went out for a SWIM haha. all of u must be wondering how come i can swim? i jus soak myself in the water thats it
but i attempted to swim. long ago i know how to swim freestyle but w/o breathing. den ytd i finally know how. den my sister try to teach me frog style but FAIL haha cause i jus cannot float ba? haha
den nvm after that we went back home to put the clothes den go out to parkway to buy tones of things for my nieces and nephews in china. i need to pay them 25 bucks roar sian. den nvm ya
den went to lagoon to dabao food den go back home. DONE

today
woke up around 7 den went to bathe wash clothes den go to airport send my aunt back to hai nan dao
den yup nth much special
ok la stop here byeeee





Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 7:20 PM
`ah ma

ah ma u left me for nearly a week le,
i hope u are doing well at the other world.
i love u i will always rmb u
no matter how much we quarrel, i still love u alot
i will always wear it
i love u alot
thankx for bringing me up for 18 years
although it take times for me to get over the fact but i love u alot
thankx ah ma