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♥ Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 2:42 PM
`idiot xxxxxxxxxxx

i wanted to meet him so much.
just for him i dun go to my mother shop to help out
wanted to meet him today
was happily and even changed my clothes.
and wad he told me?
" can we meet another day? cause its raining cat and dogs and i wan to check my laptop."
wad did he treat me as?
he can jus check his laptop in the evening? or wen he go back home
and now wad does he treat me?
to him maybe i jus a nothing
to him mayeb i dun mean anything to him
to him maybe i jus a piece of shit
maybe gaming is impt to him
maybe laptop is impt to him
but me? jus a piece of shit
i waited for his calls
and always say he not free or else sth else
wad am i to u?
i been asking myself for millions of time this qn again and again
yet i consol myself and say maybe u are very busy all this
yet many ppl encourage to breakup with u
but i refuses and reason is
i believe is my point of view and wanted to change myself

but why cant u accept who am i like how i accept who are u?
u keep saying my flaws
say i bad temper say i very rough say i very tom boy
den somemore say gf should be caring, sweet, and gentle
wad did i say about u?
i say u always put friend and other things in the first place
and tats the fact
u prove me rite
for friends u can even end our date earlier
for friends u can jus find them wen they jio u out on tat day
for friend u could do almost anything
i bet with u later u sure going out with ur friend
since ur friend is far more impt why have a stead for?
to show off?
to have a companion?
or jus to have pleasure with?

i tired of giving in everything le. i very tired le. can anyone tell me wad to do?