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♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
`thinking
should i go find a job during e sep holi? should i set up a blogshop? should i ask weiying to join with me to create blogshop which create jewellery? should i jus ask weiying how to do some stuff den set up the blogshop by myself?
in short I AM SHORT OF MONEY. -.- nvm stop here. byeeee

♥ Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 6:13 PM
`dunno wad to do
i called u so tat i can talk to u while i walk my dog. u called me back. u doesnt seem like u wan to talk to me. nvm i ask u are u tired do u wan to hang up and take a nap, he say nvm la. abit tired. ok lor. den i told him about max back patches. he told me to bring masx to vet but i am broke he say bring max to vet. max is pulling me towards other gals. i say max max! he scolded me say dun shout into the phone i got super sian i really cnanot tahan i started to use sian sian e voice he realise i feel bored he ask me why are u not happy i was thinking, was it my fault or urs? or should i get sian or shouldnt i? i jus say no i not unhappy den pick up a cheery voice ssy since u are so tired den u go sleep ba. den he got mad den hang up the phone he cup my phone wad i do? nth. relaly very bored haix. nvm stop here le la wad have i done wrong? haix.

♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 11:44 PM
`shopping but for max
went out today to vivo to buy max stuff-.- at first meet dear dear at 11, but i overslept he also overslept worst is i call him at 12, he still sleeping despite me sms him at 11 ya bo bian dear dear love to hibernate den we meet at 1.30 at vivo den we go to kfc to eat. he help me pulll out the meat. haha. cause hot hot den he help me peel out the meat den ok lor. den we go to pet safari den buy alot of things for max. new collar, new chain, 4milk bone, training pad, 1 bottle of treats for them. and 1 squrriel free e haha alot rite? 50 + i pay 30+ cause ah bin give me 20 plus ya haha den go ah bin house watch tv den go home bring max and gal gal down i run den cause ah bin to run haha. cause ah bin pull e leash haha max and gal gal run ma haha den we go find a place to sit down



♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 8:41 AM
`saw it somewhere
i was browsing my friendster friend who viewed me, i get to saw this friend profile he worte this. i was wondering is he directly copy from some lyrics or peom? haha. hack care la. quite touching ya. haha. enjoy~.
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning, and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no make-up on, wearing your most torn up jeans and a plain tee-shirtI' m the guy who won't pressure you to do things that you don't want to do.
I' m the guy who kisses you on the forehead; it doesn't always have to be on the mouth.
I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.
I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
I'm the guy who's waited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night.
I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been, or who he's been with.
I'm the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.
I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you.
I'm the guy who doesn't mess with other girls when I have you; you're the only one that I need.
I'm the guy who doesn't care about your imperfection s, and loves you more for them; who wants a perfect girl? that's just boring.
I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.
I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.
I AM THIS GUY.. one of many.. who always end s up losing her to the jerks who will treat her like crap and are so concerned about getting some.

♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 5:25 PM
`max3
after i update my blog last nite, mama she sat down and talk to max and play with him he allow her to touch tats the BIG STEP i was like WOW dne happy happy den ok lor. papa feed max but max still GROWL at him so nvm la den mama go back to her room and come out den try to pet max, max growl abit den let her touch den mama go change into her pyjamas den come out wan to touch max, max growl abit den let her touch. den i conclude tat MAX HAVE STM *jus like me*
this morning mama wake up try to touch max, max growl abit den let her touch. -.- haha. ok la den max is gd boy. but i FINALLY KNOW why max will bite grandma le cause b4 she go toilet, she beat my uncle den max saw le go bite her the reason is, my uncle pamper him alot. den he is protective of his owner. so ya will bite who ever try to hamr the owner. so if anyone try to harm me, u are dead man. haha joking
will slowly train max up to jump the hula hoop and sit and stand and lie down ok la stop here.
dear dear i love u.

♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 10:52 PM
`max2
max bite my grandma last nite and aslo bite my sis. parents insist tat he must go, haix den i try to find back his owner but his owner refuse to talk back to us den nvm ba. den dear dear he find ppl down den come down le he actually come down is to talk to my father hope tat can help max to stay with me i happy lor den he manage to talk with my dad den ok lor den den he also from soka ya haha. den talk talk even thank him alot he relaly very gd he even say if there any prob cna call him happy den bring max go shit with dear dear and also talk with dela. she happy tat i willing to find ways to make max to stay here den go home i told da jie about send max to train, den da jie say find out the price. den i pay for it. i was like YEAH!!!!!!!!!

thankx dear dear for helping me thankx dear dear.

♥ @ 4:41 PM
`random things
What Tan Libin Melinda Means
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You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
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Your Dating Purity Score: 80%
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You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!
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You Are No Swimsuit
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You are totally, completely comfortable with your body.
And you're not judgmental about other people's bodies either.
You are connected to nature. You feel best when you are outdoors.
You are a serene and peaceful person. You focus on what's truly important... not material possessions.
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Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!
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You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.
A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.
Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.
And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!
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You Go For Brains!
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You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)
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What Your Little Black Dress Says About You
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You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.
You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.
Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.
If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots
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You Have A Type A Personality
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You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood
You tend to succeed at everything you attempt
And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top!
You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun
As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested
You have the perfect personality for business and athletic success
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Your Italian Name Is...
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Lia Marino
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You Are 51% Scary
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You're a pretty normal, nice girl... but you definitely have your scary moments.
As long as you acknowledge them and apologize, you'll probably keep your guy around.
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♥ Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 8:04 AM
`max
my eyes now swollen like mad. alot of dirty things -.- sian.
now drinking a cup of hot water haha.
max last time after i go to bed he keep walking around. in and out and sleep and wake up walk around in and out my father attempted to touch him den he bark at papa. think my father very sad. ya haha. eyes damn pain. den wake up max jump onto me. ya. haha he wan me to bring him down but he had to tahan me make up and bathe den bring him donw den he PEE damn LONG. ok.... den ok den go back home den wanted to go to sch le he follow me out. den i bo bian had to pull him to mama den he stay there. think i go back home he sure pounce on me. haha. ok la stop here. later if free den update.

♥ Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 8:00 PM
`new family member

♥ @ 9:12 AM
`review on conflicts among 2 famous local blogger
today i wake up i read the newspaper. DAWN YANG LAWYER LETTER SEND TO XIAXUE AND DEMAND AN PUBLIC APOLOGY i was like -.-''' she jus merely say ur bad points so? HELLO!!!! in this cyber world, there bound to have people who discriminate u and love u ACCEPT THE FACT LA. and also think why will she do this thing to u. in short u must reflect it on urself if u so concious about how people think about u, in the first place u shouldnt make urself famous
i respect xiaxue cause she will talk something relevant to our life, and she will show us her darkest secret like how to photoshop and "ZNG" our item. and the way she post her blog
for u i respect u too but not as much as her. although u post stupid post on ur blog with ur chio pic. i think is this really her or after her plastic surgery. cause u and ur sis look world apart. and all u do is advertise and post ur pic. i know u are pretty and all this but think of it, why isit ur blog is full of URSELF and not some concern or tips for the reader?
To make things worst, u even send a lawyer letter and demand xiaxue to apologise to u. HELLO! i feel like slapping ur face. i know u are SUPER chio, but so wad with this kind of attitude. cant u forgive and forget and keep harping on the matter? u are so petty la. xiaxue apologise to u in her blog wad else u wan to do. LAWYER letter. u think u so CHIO till the extend tat u can swing lawyer around jus to protect urself? WAKE UP dude.
ok la. stop here. byeeee

♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 11:30 PM
`dancing in the rain
ndp was GREAT> first time DANCE in the rain. ok its like SHIT la. cuase it dancing it distracted me den i dance wrongly. -.- HENG not captured. den grand finale. CAI CHUN JIA AND HARDY APPEARED OK!!!! den i was like WOOOOOOOO LALAL den ok RAINING. den ok. den continue den FINISH LE. fang reminded me tat i got ezema and ask me am i itchy den i too occupied to notice about it. den ok ITCH le. die die go shelter den after tat go wash up den watch the video while waiting for pri sch kid to go off den go back to change den HOME i am HOME.
i think i tml will be sick cause i am wet in the rain ok la. stop here. maybe tml go pei ah bin to look at dog. hehe border collie. mauckx. love dear dear. muackx

♥ Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 11:06 PM
`i love......
i love e way he piggyback me home. i love e way u make fun of me. i love e way u piggyback me home. i love e way u cook for me. i love u way u apply med for me i love e way u sleep on my leg. i love e way u bite my hand although it hurts. i love how it feel like to rest on ur shoulder. i love how u feed me. i love the feeling wen i hug u. i love the feeling how u carry me up and swing me around i love every single moment wen i with u. and i really mean it.
stop here. byeeeeeeeeeeeee

♥ @ 2:51 PM
`fresh feeling
i bought a mascara today. and i applied it on. and guess wad I LOVE IT. i look nice? and the purpose of the mascara is to make me look alert and not sleepy so ya thankx jo for recomanding e mascara to us. thankx ^^ haha.
the lab tech give me a new chip den i can redo it again. YEAH! happy ok. lol so i can dredo the WHOLE circuit. happy ok la stop here. byeeee

♥ Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 11:42 AM
`my father
he come talk to me in the car after dropping my sis off at her sch den he talk say such a small age dun get into r/s den somemore say see ur sister have bf doesnt mean u must have one den say wad. if u wan to find a bf, can but u must protect urself cause nowadays e guys are very hard to believe. den DUN find guys who doll himself up or go for fashion cause u will be dead. den know his family background den know his character keep a dist away from him in case he do le den dump me. den must learn to protect myself den he say quite alot but i get some cause i very sleepy den ya.
den he say le. i think ah bin he dun go for fashion. i know ah bin family, even ate with them b4. i know his character he very totful and caring
i always hope to find a husband like my papa. and i think i found one. i think ya. ok la. stop here. byeee

♥ Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 11:40 PM
`scare
i eat cupcorn den i rmb ah bin he did it for me. his one taste much more better i went to find ah bin afteer his attachment. I SAW MY SIS. den SIAM. den go for ndp den after tat ah bin acc me home. den PAPA SAW ME AND HIM. -.- i nearly wan to bang against the wall ok. is like kns. he scolded me. TO MAX. i can die la. sian haix. bye

♥ @ 5:02 PM
`hm....
i wanted to upload pic of me and my sis during her grad ceremony but i look horrendous. so hack care. ya haha. den nvm lor. ya den didnt update. haha.
today i finally understand more about de. sian. so bored. ok la. stop here. byeeeeeeee

♥ Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 6:37 PM
`nails
two days ago i cut my fingernails, i keep thinking of ah bin last time he cut for me and even polish my nails for me. wen i cut i keep thinking the sweetness he have gave me thankx dear dear
my eyes really very pain. zzzzzzzzzz. so bored. i feel like painting. hm... i haven started on dear dear present yet. zzzzz last time i bet with him if he get all a den i must do sth for him i need to do it le. 5 more weeks to mst can cry le lor. so bored. ok la. stop here. byebye muackx dear dear

♥ @ 10:19 AM
`ugly eyes
YEAH! ITS TUESDAY can wear SHORTS to sch. hohohoho i am a happy gal on tuesday but sadly today my EYES are SWOLLEN make me so ugly den somemore wen i blink my eyes its very pain lor. like ma cham bee sting my eyes. zzzzzzzzzz nvm la. stop here. byeeeeeee i love u dear dear muackx

♥ Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 3:08 PM
`random tots 3
i decided not to have a pink ds nintendo lite, as i may not play for a very long time like how my tama end den i can SHOP many many times with tat money or buy sth useful. ya haha ok la stop here. byeeee

♥ @ 11:33 AM
`some random tots 2
i think i must take more pic with dear dear. i onli got 4 pathetic pic taken together with him. den ya lor. abit sian but nvm. shall take nice nice pic. haha
den ya u all didnt see wrongly. from ah bin to dear. i am ATTACHED. hohoho ok la. other random tots.
i need to do all my tutorial le. cannot slack le. 5 more weeks to semester exam. so JIA YOU! cannot slack le. siannnnn. ok la. stop here. later shall update? or maybe no. ok la. love dear dear. and everyone else. mauckx

♥ @ 8:13 AM
`random tots
i was thinking i keep changing my blog. den cant keep track of wad happen to me in the past. den i was like damn emo lor. cause i onli rmb those which had big impact on me
AND i even have the tot of changing my blog every one year. be it change to xanga or change to livejournal but i had no idea which one i wan. cause blogger is user friendly i tried xanga and i nearly died. den livejournal dun rlealy like it maybe i see how first ba
if i have the tot of changing the blog wads the point of me tracking wda happen to me in the past. hm... ok i am jus getting crazy here. zzzzzzzzzzzz. so bored.
i love ndp man. esp after u dance den u get to see the firework. its getting better and better den kick the committe. say wad WAN A PERFECT GRAND FINALE wen everyone is busy going home den he wan a perfect one -.- wad wave la. den blahblah blah haha. ok la stop here. byeeeeeeeee

♥ Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 11:26 AM
`pink Nintendo DS Lite
i saw this at xiaxue blog. den i had the love at first sight for it but i make alot of research and its actually quite nice to use. and pink and white is the nicest colour but white get dirty easily so PINK i dunno wen i start liking pink stuff... but nvm la. maybe alot of hk stuff is pink ba. haha hence i had decided
TO BUY IT ASAP!!!! which i think will had to wait for a very long time zzzzzzzzz nvm la. stop here. byeeee

♥ @ 12:36 AM
`today

♥ Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 10:56 PM
`silence yet happy
today the shoudlering killed me totally den after tat went to eat pizze hut, ,mr ng treat us to eat hoho each person around 6 bucks ya haha den after tat i slack at home den jiu go tm to wlak awlk den go meet ah bin although we didnt talk as much as b4 but now i finally understand, using ur heart and eyes to communicate and feel for each other i didnt irritate him cuase i know he is very tired. den we go to buy movie ticket(hell boy) den go eat ahjisan den jiu faster go watch show. ya ok lor the show. come out of the cinema hair keep dropping i was like OMG den keep quiet la den jiu haix sian sian dunno wad to say lor ya den cna faint lor. den we go to my house voiddeck there den he sleep i jus pat on his shoulder lor ya haha ok la stop here. bye

♥ Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
`swollen
i went to sch with swollen eyes. cried myself to sleep last nite till 2 i really very depressed. i tried le. my past keep haunting me my past shaped me up. wake up with super swollen eye. haix really very sian lor i know u need time i wun force u i hope i can be the one who bring u happiness. i know i failed b4 but now i willing to do my best to bring u happiness.

♥ Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
`read someone blog
angel ask me to read someone blog http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/ i cried. the pain of friend departure its painful wad else can i say about ur lover have left u why cant we treasure wad we have now. and wait till it gone den start to regret u told me once, dun cry secretly, at most cry wen i talking to u or cry wen i infront of u. but the way u treat me make me cry non stop. HUSH MEL HUSH i wan to keep myself busy so tat i wun think so much i dun wan to hink so much so i wun be able to have the time to think.
to u, u felt theres enough time for u to treat me so cold but for me. i felt there is not enouggh time for u to treat me so cold. who knoes i may leave the next moment i near to my breaking point.

♥ @ 10:41 PM
`it drop
haha. kind of sad wen i know it drop but wad can i do? cheap stock is always like this. but come to think of it at least it stayed on for 2months plus den drop ya. but nvm la. the most buy anyone lor. haha. i dun wish to disturb u tats why didnt sms u much. so dun think so much ba. haha. tears all used up. now had to pick myself up from where i am and be strong and independent. i must really think through. and think of the consequences wad ever i do. now doing nth much no mood to do anything i tried to change i relaly tried le. i think for u even more i even tried to be happy to talk to u but end up wad. u still using the same old cold attitude towards me this fri will be 1 week u used cold attitude for me le. maybe its hard to change for him to treat me like b4 le ba haha nevermind then
MELINDA STOP CRYING OVER A GUY!!! GET OVER IT!! i think i self-critised. i cried. i tried. end up still the same the feeling is unbearable STOP CRYING! stop here ba. go wash up le haha byeeee

♥ Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 10:58 PM
`some random tots
xz and jo told me tat i must learn to give in take cause always win in the quarrel is very unhealthy and i also learn tat i should really think of the consequences. yar i must really change le and think alot le hopefull wun result in hairlost and white hair haha joking
ok la i am listing down on my hp wad to do. (learn from jo jo) hehe so i will rmb to do and its effective ya haha ok la stop here. byeeeee

♥ Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 9:30 PM
`i cut my fringe!!!

♥ @ 8:20 AM
`change of blogskin ^^
haha i change my blogskin le. yeah! i change my blogskin cause my previous blogskin was super emo den change lor this one abit rainbow. ya haha so ok lor saying about rainbow, reminded me of the 10 promises make to a dog
the show damn nice DIE DIE MUST WATCH is like the girls over there all cry lor. even the aunties its very touching i keep crying away cause it reminded me of chopin den ya cry lor chopin is my 6 years of bf. he there for me till the day he went missing haix. nvm haha i love u chopin
eeeeeeeeeee t15 got the smelly smell eeeeeeeeee cna faint. ok la stop here. had to go for my first lesson of the day peee -.- can die. ok la stop here. byeeeeeeeee

♥ Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
`came to realise about sth
came to realise about sth i read my past i realise wen i got bf i am super scary in wad sense leh is wen i get super emo mood swings unreasonable i read le i even get shocked. den i compare those to wen i am single its totally different i am happy
told angel about it she sya its normal cause we got nth to worry about maybe i should really be cheerful rather than emo? but cna i do it? i hope i can.... -.- stop here bye

♥ @ 9:38 PM
`100 post
ok. its nth muhc but this is my 100 post. hm... ok nvm
a big slap on my face again. wake me up friends are realy there for me but how have i been treating them? nth. i feel so guilty wen i read one of my friend blog maybe i should wake up from my dream and learn to treasure all my friends i been saying this to all of my friend" i will be there for u" end up i wasnt there for them all the time wen ever they ask me out, i will nt be free to go out with them did i ever tot of their feeling wen i reject their offer of going out with them? no. cause all i think of is my dance or who ever la. wen i sad. wen i feeling down, who was there for me my friends. and how i treat them? like shit.
*WAKE UP MELINDA!!!* i must really treasure them. i cant treat them like shit. even if i wan to treat someone like shit tat will be the guys. TREASURE UR FRIEND B4 ITS TOO LATE!!!

♥ @ 7:01 PM
`random
In a sorrow space, In my deepest dreams, I remember, I remember seeing you I remember your eyes I remember your smile I remember you
In a lonely night, As I remember, I remember, I remember hearing you I remember your words I remember your breath I remember you
Chorus: As I feel cold, I feel cold, You give me your clothes; you give me your warm As I feel hungry, I feel hunger You give me your food; you feed me with life As I feel down, I feel depressed You give me hope; you feel me hope You are here
In a sorrow space, In my deepest dreams, I remember, I remember seeing you I remember your eyes I remember your smile I remember you
Chorus: When I feel cold, You are here You take off your shirt; you suffer for me When I feel hungry, You are here You give me biscuits and make me feel full When I am down, You are here You are here, always here, telling me:
“I’ll do anything, almost everything, to protect you.”
this i saw it somewhere. it give me the feeling of how ah bin and me. things arent going as smoothly as i expected. we are having quarrels frequently nowadays maybe i should do sth about it. ya.

♥ Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 11:30 PM
`haha
today is ndp ne show haha so bored i was late den i directly go to suntec haha den change there OMG THE MAKEUP DAMN SCARY LA but HENG ah i dun nid to put on makeup cause due to lack of time hha den really look like going for war lor nth much le la get to know one ns guy who take care of us e his name is edwel he is mix friendly too haha ok la stop here. dunno wad to update le haha

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♥ The bucket list
pullip chill(150)!!!
to have a small dog all to myself.
Pink Nintendo DS Lite!!!! .
teeth whitening!!!
digi cam!!
 watch (can use long long e)
tattoo at my back^^
hello kitty mouse
Zhng my phone and thumbdrive.
new bag
DIP piano in teaching .
have a stronger faith .
to get into NUS .
to slim down to 43kg
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♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
`thinking
should i go find a job during e sep holi? should i set up a blogshop? should i ask weiying to join with me to create blogshop which create jewellery? should i jus ask weiying how to do some stuff den set up the blogshop by myself?
in short I AM SHORT OF MONEY. -.- nvm stop here. byeeee

♥ Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 6:13 PM
`dunno wad to do
i called u so tat i can talk to u while i walk my dog. u called me back. u doesnt seem like u wan to talk to me. nvm i ask u are u tired do u wan to hang up and take a nap, he say nvm la. abit tired. ok lor. den i told him about max back patches. he told me to bring masx to vet but i am broke he say bring max to vet. max is pulling me towards other gals. i say max max! he scolded me say dun shout into the phone i got super sian i really cnanot tahan i started to use sian sian e voice he realise i feel bored he ask me why are u not happy i was thinking, was it my fault or urs? or should i get sian or shouldnt i? i jus say no i not unhappy den pick up a cheery voice ssy since u are so tired den u go sleep ba. den he got mad den hang up the phone he cup my phone wad i do? nth. relaly very bored haix. nvm stop here le la wad have i done wrong? haix.

♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 11:44 PM
`shopping but for max
went out today to vivo to buy max stuff-.- at first meet dear dear at 11, but i overslept he also overslept worst is i call him at 12, he still sleeping despite me sms him at 11 ya bo bian dear dear love to hibernate den we meet at 1.30 at vivo den we go to kfc to eat. he help me pulll out the meat. haha. cause hot hot den he help me peel out the meat den ok lor. den we go to pet safari den buy alot of things for max. new collar, new chain, 4milk bone, training pad, 1 bottle of treats for them. and 1 squrriel free e haha alot rite? 50 + i pay 30+ cause ah bin give me 20 plus ya haha den go ah bin house watch tv den go home bring max and gal gal down i run den cause ah bin to run haha. cause ah bin pull e leash haha max and gal gal run ma haha den we go find a place to sit down



♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 8:41 AM
`saw it somewhere
i was browsing my friendster friend who viewed me, i get to saw this friend profile he worte this. i was wondering is he directly copy from some lyrics or peom? haha. hack care la. quite touching ya. haha. enjoy~.
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning, and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no make-up on, wearing your most torn up jeans and a plain tee-shirtI' m the guy who won't pressure you to do things that you don't want to do.
I' m the guy who kisses you on the forehead; it doesn't always have to be on the mouth.
I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.
I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
I'm the guy who's waited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night.
I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been, or who he's been with.
I'm the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.
I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you.
I'm the guy who doesn't mess with other girls when I have you; you're the only one that I need.
I'm the guy who doesn't care about your imperfection s, and loves you more for them; who wants a perfect girl? that's just boring.
I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.
I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.
I AM THIS GUY.. one of many.. who always end s up losing her to the jerks who will treat her like crap and are so concerned about getting some.

♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 5:25 PM
`max3
after i update my blog last nite, mama she sat down and talk to max and play with him he allow her to touch tats the BIG STEP i was like WOW dne happy happy den ok lor. papa feed max but max still GROWL at him so nvm la den mama go back to her room and come out den try to pet max, max growl abit den let her touch den mama go change into her pyjamas den come out wan to touch max, max growl abit den let her touch. den i conclude tat MAX HAVE STM *jus like me*
this morning mama wake up try to touch max, max growl abit den let her touch. -.- haha. ok la den max is gd boy. but i FINALLY KNOW why max will bite grandma le cause b4 she go toilet, she beat my uncle den max saw le go bite her the reason is, my uncle pamper him alot. den he is protective of his owner. so ya will bite who ever try to hamr the owner. so if anyone try to harm me, u are dead man. haha joking
will slowly train max up to jump the hula hoop and sit and stand and lie down ok la stop here.
dear dear i love u.

♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 10:52 PM
`max2
max bite my grandma last nite and aslo bite my sis. parents insist tat he must go, haix den i try to find back his owner but his owner refuse to talk back to us den nvm ba. den dear dear he find ppl down den come down le he actually come down is to talk to my father hope tat can help max to stay with me i happy lor den he manage to talk with my dad den ok lor den den he also from soka ya haha. den talk talk even thank him alot he relaly very gd he even say if there any prob cna call him happy den bring max go shit with dear dear and also talk with dela. she happy tat i willing to find ways to make max to stay here den go home i told da jie about send max to train, den da jie say find out the price. den i pay for it. i was like YEAH!!!!!!!!!

thankx dear dear for helping me thankx dear dear.

♥ @ 4:41 PM
`random things
What Tan Libin Melinda Means
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You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
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Your Dating Purity Score: 80%
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You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!
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You Are No Swimsuit
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You are totally, completely comfortable with your body.
And you're not judgmental about other people's bodies either.
You are connected to nature. You feel best when you are outdoors.
You are a serene and peaceful person. You focus on what's truly important... not material possessions.
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Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!
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You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.
A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.
Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.
And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!
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You Go For Brains!
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You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)
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What Your Little Black Dress Says About You
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You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.
You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.
Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.
If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots
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You Have A Type A Personality
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You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood
You tend to succeed at everything you attempt
And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top!
You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun
As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested
You have the perfect personality for business and athletic success
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Your Italian Name Is...
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Lia Marino
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You Are 51% Scary
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You're a pretty normal, nice girl... but you definitely have your scary moments.
As long as you acknowledge them and apologize, you'll probably keep your guy around.
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♥ Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 8:04 AM
`max
my eyes now swollen like mad. alot of dirty things -.- sian.
now drinking a cup of hot water haha.
max last time after i go to bed he keep walking around. in and out and sleep and wake up walk around in and out my father attempted to touch him den he bark at papa. think my father very sad. ya haha. eyes damn pain. den wake up max jump onto me. ya. haha he wan me to bring him down but he had to tahan me make up and bathe den bring him donw den he PEE damn LONG. ok.... den ok den go back home den wanted to go to sch le he follow me out. den i bo bian had to pull him to mama den he stay there. think i go back home he sure pounce on me. haha. ok la stop here. later if free den update.

♥ Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 8:00 PM
`new family member

♥ @ 9:12 AM
`review on conflicts among 2 famous local blogger
today i wake up i read the newspaper. DAWN YANG LAWYER LETTER SEND TO XIAXUE AND DEMAND AN PUBLIC APOLOGY i was like -.-''' she jus merely say ur bad points so? HELLO!!!! in this cyber world, there bound to have people who discriminate u and love u ACCEPT THE FACT LA. and also think why will she do this thing to u. in short u must reflect it on urself if u so concious about how people think about u, in the first place u shouldnt make urself famous
i respect xiaxue cause she will talk something relevant to our life, and she will show us her darkest secret like how to photoshop and "ZNG" our item. and the way she post her blog
for u i respect u too but not as much as her. although u post stupid post on ur blog with ur chio pic. i think is this really her or after her plastic surgery. cause u and ur sis look world apart. and all u do is advertise and post ur pic. i know u are pretty and all this but think of it, why isit ur blog is full of URSELF and not some concern or tips for the reader?
To make things worst, u even send a lawyer letter and demand xiaxue to apologise to u. HELLO! i feel like slapping ur face. i know u are SUPER chio, but so wad with this kind of attitude. cant u forgive and forget and keep harping on the matter? u are so petty la. xiaxue apologise to u in her blog wad else u wan to do. LAWYER letter. u think u so CHIO till the extend tat u can swing lawyer around jus to protect urself? WAKE UP dude.
ok la. stop here. byeeee

♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 11:30 PM
`dancing in the rain
ndp was GREAT> first time DANCE in the rain. ok its like SHIT la. cuase it dancing it distracted me den i dance wrongly. -.- HENG not captured. den grand finale. CAI CHUN JIA AND HARDY APPEARED OK!!!! den i was like WOOOOOOOO LALAL den ok RAINING. den ok. den continue den FINISH LE. fang reminded me tat i got ezema and ask me am i itchy den i too occupied to notice about it. den ok ITCH le. die die go shelter den after tat go wash up den watch the video while waiting for pri sch kid to go off den go back to change den HOME i am HOME.
i think i tml will be sick cause i am wet in the rain ok la. stop here. maybe tml go pei ah bin to look at dog. hehe border collie. mauckx. love dear dear. muackx

♥ Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 11:06 PM
`i love......
i love e way he piggyback me home. i love e way u make fun of me. i love e way u piggyback me home. i love e way u cook for me. i love u way u apply med for me i love e way u sleep on my leg. i love e way u bite my hand although it hurts. i love how it feel like to rest on ur shoulder. i love how u feed me. i love the feeling wen i hug u. i love the feeling how u carry me up and swing me around i love every single moment wen i with u. and i really mean it.
stop here. byeeeeeeeeeeeee

♥ @ 2:51 PM
`fresh feeling
i bought a mascara today. and i applied it on. and guess wad I LOVE IT. i look nice? and the purpose of the mascara is to make me look alert and not sleepy so ya thankx jo for recomanding e mascara to us. thankx ^^ haha.
the lab tech give me a new chip den i can redo it again. YEAH! happy ok. lol so i can dredo the WHOLE circuit. happy ok la stop here. byeeee

♥ Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 11:42 AM
`my father
he come talk to me in the car after dropping my sis off at her sch den he talk say such a small age dun get into r/s den somemore say see ur sister have bf doesnt mean u must have one den say wad. if u wan to find a bf, can but u must protect urself cause nowadays e guys are very hard to believe. den DUN find guys who doll himself up or go for fashion cause u will be dead. den know his family background den know his character keep a dist away from him in case he do le den dump me. den must learn to protect myself den he say quite alot but i get some cause i very sleepy den ya.
den he say le. i think ah bin he dun go for fashion. i know ah bin family, even ate with them b4. i know his character he very totful and caring
i always hope to find a husband like my papa. and i think i found one. i think ya. ok la. stop here. byeee

♥ Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 11:40 PM
`scare
i eat cupcorn den i rmb ah bin he did it for me. his one taste much more better i went to find ah bin afteer his attachment. I SAW MY SIS. den SIAM. den go for ndp den after tat ah bin acc me home. den PAPA SAW ME AND HIM. -.- i nearly wan to bang against the wall ok. is like kns. he scolded me. TO MAX. i can die la. sian haix. bye

♥ @ 5:02 PM
`hm....
i wanted to upload pic of me and my sis during her grad ceremony but i look horrendous. so hack care. ya haha. den nvm lor. ya den didnt update. haha.
today i finally understand more about de. sian. so bored. ok la. stop here. byeeeeeeee

♥ Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 6:37 PM
`nails
two days ago i cut my fingernails, i keep thinking of ah bin last time he cut for me and even polish my nails for me. wen i cut i keep thinking the sweetness he have gave me thankx dear dear
my eyes really very pain. zzzzzzzzzz. so bored. i feel like painting. hm... i haven started on dear dear present yet. zzzzz last time i bet with him if he get all a den i must do sth for him i need to do it le. 5 more weeks to mst can cry le lor. so bored. ok la. stop here. byebye muackx dear dear

♥ @ 10:19 AM
`ugly eyes
YEAH! ITS TUESDAY can wear SHORTS to sch. hohohoho i am a happy gal on tuesday but sadly today my EYES are SWOLLEN make me so ugly den somemore wen i blink my eyes its very pain lor. like ma cham bee sting my eyes. zzzzzzzzzz nvm la. stop here. byeeeeeee i love u dear dear muackx

♥ Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 3:08 PM
`random tots 3
i decided not to have a pink ds nintendo lite, as i may not play for a very long time like how my tama end den i can SHOP many many times with tat money or buy sth useful. ya haha ok la stop here. byeeee

♥ @ 11:33 AM
`some random tots 2
i think i must take more pic with dear dear. i onli got 4 pathetic pic taken together with him. den ya lor. abit sian but nvm. shall take nice nice pic. haha
den ya u all didnt see wrongly. from ah bin to dear. i am ATTACHED. hohoho ok la. other random tots.
i need to do all my tutorial le. cannot slack le. 5 more weeks to semester exam. so JIA YOU! cannot slack le. siannnnn. ok la. stop here. later shall update? or maybe no. ok la. love dear dear. and everyone else. mauckx

♥ @ 8:13 AM
`random tots
i was thinking i keep changing my blog. den cant keep track of wad happen to me in the past. den i was like damn emo lor. cause i onli rmb those which had big impact on me
AND i even have the tot of changing my blog every one year. be it change to xanga or change to livejournal but i had no idea which one i wan. cause blogger is user friendly i tried xanga and i nearly died. den livejournal dun rlealy like it maybe i see how first ba
if i have the tot of changing the blog wads the point of me tracking wda happen to me in the past. hm... ok i am jus getting crazy here. zzzzzzzzzzzz. so bored.
i love ndp man. esp after u dance den u get to see the firework. its getting better and better den kick the committe. say wad WAN A PERFECT GRAND FINALE wen everyone is busy going home den he wan a perfect one -.- wad wave la. den blahblah blah haha. ok la stop here. byeeeeeeeee

♥ Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 11:26 AM
`pink Nintendo DS Lite
i saw this at xiaxue blog. den i had the love at first sight for it but i make alot of research and its actually quite nice to use. and pink and white is the nicest colour but white get dirty easily so PINK i dunno wen i start liking pink stuff... but nvm la. maybe alot of hk stuff is pink ba. haha hence i had decided
TO BUY IT ASAP!!!! which i think will had to wait for a very long time zzzzzzzzz nvm la. stop here. byeeee

♥ @ 12:36 AM
`today

♥ Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 10:56 PM
`silence yet happy
today the shoudlering killed me totally den after tat went to eat pizze hut, ,mr ng treat us to eat hoho each person around 6 bucks ya haha den after tat i slack at home den jiu go tm to wlak awlk den go meet ah bin although we didnt talk as much as b4 but now i finally understand, using ur heart and eyes to communicate and feel for each other i didnt irritate him cuase i know he is very tired. den we go to buy movie ticket(hell boy) den go eat ahjisan den jiu faster go watch show. ya ok lor the show. come out of the cinema hair keep dropping i was like OMG den keep quiet la den jiu haix sian sian dunno wad to say lor ya den cna faint lor. den we go to my house voiddeck there den he sleep i jus pat on his shoulder lor ya haha ok la stop here. bye

♥ Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
`swollen
i went to sch with swollen eyes. cried myself to sleep last nite till 2 i really very depressed. i tried le. my past keep haunting me my past shaped me up. wake up with super swollen eye. haix really very sian lor i know u need time i wun force u i hope i can be the one who bring u happiness. i know i failed b4 but now i willing to do my best to bring u happiness.

♥ Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
`read someone blog
angel ask me to read someone blog http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/ i cried. the pain of friend departure its painful wad else can i say about ur lover have left u why cant we treasure wad we have now. and wait till it gone den start to regret u told me once, dun cry secretly, at most cry wen i talking to u or cry wen i infront of u. but the way u treat me make me cry non stop. HUSH MEL HUSH i wan to keep myself busy so tat i wun think so much i dun wan to hink so much so i wun be able to have the time to think.
to u, u felt theres enough time for u to treat me so cold but for me. i felt there is not enouggh time for u to treat me so cold. who knoes i may leave the next moment i near to my breaking point.

♥ @ 10:41 PM
`it drop
haha. kind of sad wen i know it drop but wad can i do? cheap stock is always like this. but come to think of it at least it stayed on for 2months plus den drop ya. but nvm la. the most buy anyone lor. haha. i dun wish to disturb u tats why didnt sms u much. so dun think so much ba. haha. tears all used up. now had to pick myself up from where i am and be strong and independent. i must really think through. and think of the consequences wad ever i do. now doing nth much no mood to do anything i tried to change i relaly tried le. i think for u even more i even tried to be happy to talk to u but end up wad. u still using the same old cold attitude towards me this fri will be 1 week u used cold attitude for me le. maybe its hard to change for him to treat me like b4 le ba haha nevermind then
MELINDA STOP CRYING OVER A GUY!!! GET OVER IT!! i think i self-critised. i cried. i tried. end up still the same the feeling is unbearable STOP CRYING! stop here ba. go wash up le haha byeeee

♥ Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 10:58 PM
`some random tots
xz and jo told me tat i must learn to give in take cause always win in the quarrel is very unhealthy and i also learn tat i should really think of the consequences. yar i must really change le and think alot le hopefull wun result in hairlost and white hair haha joking
ok la i am listing down on my hp wad to do. (learn from jo jo) hehe so i will rmb to do and its effective ya haha ok la stop here. byeeeee

♥ Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 9:30 PM
`i cut my fringe!!!

♥ @ 8:20 AM
`change of blogskin ^^
haha i change my blogskin le. yeah! i change my blogskin cause my previous blogskin was super emo den change lor this one abit rainbow. ya haha so ok lor saying about rainbow, reminded me of the 10 promises make to a dog
the show damn nice DIE DIE MUST WATCH is like the girls over there all cry lor. even the aunties its very touching i keep crying away cause it reminded me of chopin den ya cry lor chopin is my 6 years of bf. he there for me till the day he went missing haix. nvm haha i love u chopin
eeeeeeeeeee t15 got the smelly smell eeeeeeeeee cna faint. ok la stop here. had to go for my first lesson of the day peee -.- can die. ok la stop here. byeeeeeeeee

♥ Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
`came to realise about sth
came to realise about sth i read my past i realise wen i got bf i am super scary in wad sense leh is wen i get super emo mood swings unreasonable i read le i even get shocked. den i compare those to wen i am single its totally different i am happy
told angel about it she sya its normal cause we got nth to worry about maybe i should really be cheerful rather than emo? but cna i do it? i hope i can.... -.- stop here bye

♥ @ 9:38 PM
`100 post
ok. its nth muhc but this is my 100 post. hm... ok nvm
a big slap on my face again. wake me up friends are realy there for me but how have i been treating them? nth. i feel so guilty wen i read one of my friend blog maybe i should wake up from my dream and learn to treasure all my friends i been saying this to all of my friend" i will be there for u" end up i wasnt there for them all the time wen ever they ask me out, i will nt be free to go out with them did i ever tot of their feeling wen i reject their offer of going out with them? no. cause all i think of is my dance or who ever la. wen i sad. wen i feeling down, who was there for me my friends. and how i treat them? like shit.
*WAKE UP MELINDA!!!* i must really treasure them. i cant treat them like shit. even if i wan to treat someone like shit tat will be the guys. TREASURE UR FRIEND B4 ITS TOO LATE!!!

♥ @ 7:01 PM
`random
In a sorrow space, In my deepest dreams, I remember, I remember seeing you I remember your eyes I remember your smile I remember you
In a lonely night, As I remember, I remember, I remember hearing you I remember your words I remember your breath I remember you
Chorus: As I feel cold, I feel cold, You give me your clothes; you give me your warm As I feel hungry, I feel hunger You give me your food; you feed me with life As I feel down, I feel depressed You give me hope; you feel me hope You are here
In a sorrow space, In my deepest dreams, I remember, I remember seeing you I remember your eyes I remember your smile I remember you
Chorus: When I feel cold, You are here You take off your shirt; you suffer for me When I feel hungry, You are here You give me biscuits and make me feel full When I am down, You are here You are here, always here, telling me:
“I’ll do anything, almost everything, to protect you.”
this i saw it somewhere. it give me the feeling of how ah bin and me. things arent going as smoothly as i expected. we are having quarrels frequently nowadays maybe i should do sth about it. ya.

♥ Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 11:30 PM
`haha
today is ndp ne show haha so bored i was late den i directly go to suntec haha den change there OMG THE MAKEUP DAMN SCARY LA but HENG ah i dun nid to put on makeup cause due to lack of time hha den really look like going for war lor nth much le la get to know one ns guy who take care of us e his name is edwel he is mix friendly too haha ok la stop here. dunno wad to update le haha

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