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Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
`a post to my ah ma

this blog post is dedicated to my dearest grandma

sorri for always throwing temper at u wen u shouted at me
sorri for taking u for granted wen u were healthy
sorri for everything i cause u to be sad and angry
sorri
i really sorri
i dun wan u to sleep le
i miss ur nagging at my area very messy, my table very messy, always make ur kitchen a mess
i miss seeing u waiting for me at the house void deck for school bus to come
i miss u bringing me around and showing off how pretty am i
i miss ur complains
i miss ur scolding
i miss ur extremely smooth hand
i miss ur disgusting food
i miss the extreme way u dote me
i miss those times which u brought me up wen papa and mama are working
i miss ur conversation with me in hainanese
i miss the way u protect me from papa whacking
i miss the way u tried to help me by telling lies
i miss every single thing about u
u may not be the perfect grandma
i may not be the perfect granddaughter
but u & me is the perfect match
i miss u. dun continue to sleep le hao ma?
please wake up
i relaly miss u and sorri for taking u for granted all this years
dun sleep le i wan to talk to u
be it jus listen to u mumbling i ok le
jus wake up hao ma?
see u lie there motionless break my heart into million of pieces
see u coughing suffering away all i could do is cry
i felt so useless. i know u wan to see me be strong but u also must be strong and wake up get well soon
i relaly miss u
i dun wan u to leave me.
i wan u to see me get into uni grad from uni
i wan u to be by myside
i know i am selfish but i dun wan to see u suffer
i love u
i really mean it and i really do
please dun leave me hao ma? please wake up hao ma?
i love u



my grandma condition now still in coma, didnt wake up today at all
stop here le
bye