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♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 6:34 AM
`bad news yesterday in the middle of my lab, my sis call i tot sth bad happen, she ask me for some office stuff den ok relaly got bad news she jus told me ah ma may die anytime so be mentally prepared wen i heard this sentence i nearly wanted to cry on the spot le. i jus kept quiet and calm myself down den she ask me if i heard wad she said den i say ya after which i sms ah bin ask me if i cna have a real hug or not i think he know that i really need support le my lab end at 4 den after which we go to simei at dover mrt platform he ask me about my ah ma den i cannot take it den cry le den on the way to simei, i grab his hand and keep touching and pinching cause i keep thinking of my ah ma hand ya although its different but i jus keep comparing and keep dropping tears ah bin kept quiet and let me torture his hand ya. after that walk to hosp saw jojo den went beside ah ma bed and ask mama HOW come the doc say she will die anytime doc say her big brain and small brain is damaged hence will die and blood vessel burst den totally nth to say le keep crying while i sit on ah ma bed and hold her hand and cry and keep calling her to ask her to wake up ya haha after that go home i must learn to accept the fact that she will go soon so i must be strong and accept this fact ok la stop here le bye  |
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